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finally...
nagkaron din ng post.... about an old issue of mine na actually... i got over na... but anyways... still wanna spill it out.... yeah... it's been a week since we left the place who cradled me for more than ten years... naka-adjust na ako in fairness... sabi ko nga ... prang nag--oovernyt lang ako in some place... but.... yeah... wala na ako dun.... for those who knew me well.... Gladys Hojilla Florendo weakness: to leave or be left behind....people i love i didnt leave naman talaga.... pero di naman maitatanggi na nalayo na ako sa kanila the people i hated and loved.... the place which im so used to, i can go around with eyes closed.... the memories i had, where i can reminisce at the actual place... the faith i grew with.... yeah, i know... gladys can easily adjust... she'll get over it... she's ghala after all another thing about this "moving issue" the reason behind it. an acquaintance asked me, "why?" "financial..." true.... a financial problem... of my parents.... of my parents ONLY they never thought of sharing it.... sharing it as a FAMILY PROBLEM "it's their pride..." of course their pride! well... itis done. nothing more to do... move on... as always... i'm been pushed down.... nothing to go but bounce up.... "you know what...if it has been painful for me when i lost your brother... it much painful now, because im not simply leaving more loved ones, but whole place itself..." but i still miss them... all of them. honestly. it pains me... one last thing.... weeks from now... another leaving will take place... gosh... promise to keep in touch please. blogged at 1:40 PM |