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Well... I did too

2008-07-15T09:06:00.000+08:00

World Youth Day - Theme Song

2008-06-12T08:09:00.000+08:00

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What does I being chocoholic mean?

2008-05-02T08:52:00.000+08:00

What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You

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You are sophisticated, modern, and high class.

Your taste is refined, but you are not picky.

You are often the first to try something new.

You are fun loving, outgoing, and very social.

You love meeting new people and celebrating.

You can be a bit of a fair weather friend. You don't like bad news or drama.

You love new adventures and activities. You enjoy living a full life, even if it is chaotic.

You feel lost when things are quiet. You rather not think... you prefer to just do!

The'>http://www.blogthings.com/thechocolateoracle/">The Chocolate Oracle

Ghala-ology

2008-05-02T06:34:00.000+08:00

Others know a little more about yourself, repost this with your name followed by "ology"

TECHNOLOGY

Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer?

- Teal and apple green company wallpaper

Q. How many televisions you have in your house?

- 2

BIOLOGY

Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?

- Let-handed

Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?

- Teeth, pimple

Q. What is the last heavy item you lifted?

- Sleeping mat

Q. Have you ever been knocked out?

- No

BULLSHITOLOGY

Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?

- Nope

Q. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?

- can't think of any now

Q. What color do you think looks best on you?

- Black or blue

Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?

- Yep

DAREOLOGY

Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?

- Why not, depends which part would be kissed

Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?

- Maybe, after which it has to be stitched again

Q. Would you never bog again for $50,000?

- Yep

Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?

- Nope

Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?

- 5ml bottle, why not?!

Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?

- Nope

DUMBOLOGY

Q: What is in your left pocket?

- Nada

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?

- Di said so...

Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?

- Hardwood

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?

- stand

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?

- 3

LASTOLOGY

Q: Last person who texted you?

- 0>l Gu0"l@q

Q: Last person who called u?

- Di

Q: Person you hugged?

- Sam

FAVORITOLOGY

Q: Number?

- 11

Q: Season?

- Summer

Q: Color?

- Teal, blue, green

CURRENTOLOGY

Q: Missing someone?

- Yes, 0>l Gu0"l@q

Q: Mood?

- "femininely" hurting

Q: Listening to?

- "wherever you will go" by The Calling

Q: Watching?

- This post

Q: Worrying about?

- My brother's college

Q: Wearing?

- Company shirt and white pants

RANDOMOLOGY

Q: First place you went this morning?

- Other bedroom

Q: What can you not wait to do?

- see 0>l Gu0"l@q

Q: Do you smile often?

- No

Q: Are you a friendly person?

- Most of the time

over mulling mulling over

2008-04-23T08:42:00.000+08:00

Words:

You can give but never take back

You can pass but never be exact.

You can let out and not keep.

You can keep and take account.

You can play with and have someone buy it.

Geeky for the past 30's…

Can’t express out loud

Can’t be myself much

Can’t loose much

Can’t seem to enjoy for real

Can’t be carefree as before

Got to be reserved

Quiet.

Conscious.

Serious.

There are emotions and feeling I don’t want to acknowledge.

Simply because I am coward; afraid of its risks.

Somebody will get hurt, confused and/or betrayed, if not now, later on.

How can it be fair/happy either?

Getting Into YES... Coffee May Make Us Say 'Yes': Research

2008-04-18T05:21:00.000+08:00

http://www.thenewsflashcorporation.net/gloriajeans/e_article001055535.cfm?x=bctfhTW,b9tqVwvS

Courtesy Yahoo.Australia

If you want to bring someone around to your way of thinking, you should make sure they have a cup of coffee in their hand, according to research showing that caffeine makes us more open to persuasion.

The Australian researchers say a caffeine hit improves our ability to process information and increases the extent to which we listen to and take on board a persuasive message. They tested this by quizzing people about their attitudes to voluntary euthanasia and abortion before and after either the equivalent of about two cups of coffee or a placebo.

They were also given a persuasive argument to read after having the caffeine.

The experiments showed that "caffeine increases persuasion through instigating systematic processing of the message".

But caffeine also puts people in a better mood, which makes them more likely to agree with a message, the researchers say.

The research is posted on the Queensland University of Technology website and is submitted for publication in the European Journal of Social Psychology.

Advertising

Co-author Dr Blake McKimmie says the research suggests that caffeine increases our ability to scrutinise the content of a message.

The study has implications for advertisers, he says, because it suggests that they should schedule adverts for times when people are likely to be consuming caffeine, such as breakfast time.

Drinking too much coffee, however, means we are more likely to be distracted by peripheral factors, rather than the strength of the argument.

"So if you're looking at an advertisement you may be more distracted by the attractiveness of the person selling it than the actual product," he said.

Caffeine and the brain

Associate Professor Pradeep Nathan of Monash University, an expert in behavioural neuroscience who was not involved in the research, says caffeine stimulates the central nervous system including the brain, where it affects several neurotransmitters.

The Melbourne-based researcher says it improves memory and makes us pay closer attention to tasks at hand.

"It does improve attention and it can improve memory, so by being more attentive and remembering your attitude to a particular thing may change," he says.

"If you're more attentive, yes [it does have implications for advertising]. Advertising works on the principle of getting people's attention, you want to get as many people interested in your ads as possible."

_+= da da dum da dum dum =+_

2008-04-01T03:50:00.000+08:00

I am supposed to post something I wanted to post for soooo long.

Unfortunately, it was not saved.

But then again, I still felt lighter after putting them in words.

UST netters blank Ateneo; La Salle scores

2008-02-20T08:15:00.000+08:00

By Jasmine W. Payo
Philippine Daily Inquirer
First Posted 21:40:00 02/15/2008

UAAP Men's Tennis W L

Santo Tomas 7 0
La Salle 6 1
Univ of Phils 3 3
Univ of East 1 6
Ateneo 1 6

MANILA, Philippines--University of Santo Tomas still found no match and extended its unbeaten run to seven games in the UAAP men's tennis tournament Friday at the Rizal Memorial Tennis Center courts.

The Tigers shut out Ateneo, 5-0, to move within a win of sweeping the elimination round, while La Salle also romped to a 5-0 wipeout of University of the East to keep the second spot with a 6-1 record.

UST sophomore James Cañete hardly broke a sweat in crushing Ateneo's Mark Joseph Avila, 6-0, 6-0, in the first singles match to set the tone in the lopsided tie.

The veteran tandem of Wilbur Orillana and Alexander Diego disposed of Ateneo's Julian Lagman and Miko Amoncio, 6-0, 6-1, in the doubles, while Raymond Villarete clinched the win for the Tigers with a 6-0, 6-1 decision over Gabriel Ruaro.

Although assured of victory, the Tigers did not let up as Keff Gamama and Keane Barraquias downed Leyan Moncera and Paul Cang, 6-1, 6-3. Maclean Barraquias capped the rout with a 6-1, 6-4 win over Ayo Canlas.

The Tigers will shoot for an 8-0 elimination sweep against La Salle at 12 noon on Sunday.

La Salle similarly coasted to straight set victories with Irwin Edwin de Guzman touching it off with a 6-3, 6-2 win over Novo Navarro.

Archers Juan Carlo Pantua and Laurence Andrew Magaway blanked the pair of AJ Villalon and Joseph Nieva, 6-0, 6-0, in the first doubles match, while Michael Basco prevailed over Michael Belen, 6-2, 6-1.

The other La Salle victors were David Alexander De Koenigswarter and John Will Baldonado over Rhoel Santiago and Ivan Orilla, 6-2, 6-1, and Jandrick de Castro over Lyndon Mantua, 6-1, 6-0.

UAAP TITLE RUNS - UP softbelles, UST netters in big sweeps

2008-02-20T07:14:00.000+08:00

By Jasmine W. Payo
Philippine Daily Inquirer
First Posted 02:24:00 02/19/2008

http://sports.inquirer.net/breakingnews/breakingnews/view/20080219-119770/UP-softbelles-UST-netters-in-big-sweeps

MANILA, Philippines -- Tournament sweeps highlighted the UAAP championship runs of the University of the Philippines in softball and University of Santo Tomas in men’s tennis.

Far Eastern University, however, settled for winner-take-all matches in football after failing to finish off its opponents in the men’s and women’s divisions on Sunday.

UST also secured finals berths in baseball, men’s volleyball and women’s tennis.

A rookie played hero as UST stayed unscathed in eight elimination-round games of men’s tennis to emerge as outright champion.

Raymond Villarete clinched the decider to lift the UST Tigers past the De La Salle University Green Archers, 3-2, for their second straight crown on Sunday at the Rizal Memorial Tennis Center courts.

Villarete, an 18-year-old recruit from La Salle Green Hills, prevailed over John Will Baldonado, 6-3, 6-3, in the final singles match.

The Archers took the first two singles as Irwin de Guzman nipped Maclean Barraquias, 7-5, 4-6, 6-3, and Michael Basco downed James Cañete, 6-2, 6-3.

But the veteran Tigers won the doubles with Wilbur Orillano and Alexander Diego downing Laurence Magaway and Juan Carlo Pantua, 6-3, 6-4, and the tandem of Ryan Repunte and Keane Barraquias repulsing Jandrick de Castro and Pereme Jeremia Alina, 6-4, 7-5.

University of the Philippines, meanwhile, swept its matches to end Adamson University’s four-year reign in softball.

Dione Macasu, the MVP, Best Pitcher and Best Slugger, struck out the Lady Falcons’ final two batters to seal the Lady Maroons’ 7-5 win on Saturday at the UST field.

The Lady Falcons tied the game in the sixth, 5-5, on a Cloiene Muyco homer, but Amalia Sayuno responded with a two-run home run in the seventh for a 7-5 UP lead.

In football, Ateneo de Manila University forged a do-or-die match with hitherto unbeaten FEU via a 2-0 decision at the Ateneo field. The Blue Booters survived the ejection of coach Ompong Merida as Gino Tongson scored in the 52nd minute and Alvin Perez headed the second goal in the 72nd.

La Salle also stunned defending champion FEU with a 3-2 win via a penalty shoot-out to forge a decider in the women’s finals.

In men’s volleyball, UST and FEU arranged a championship showdown by beating their semifinal foes at the Blue Eagle Gym.

The Tigers ousted the Falcons, 20-25, 25-17, 20-25, 25-16, 16-14, to claim the first finals slot before the Tamaraws forged the duel with a 25-11, 25-14, 25-19 win over the Maroons.

UST also reached the championship round in baseball after slipping past National University, 11-10, in the semifinals, and in women’s tennis following a 4-1 triumph over Ateneo.

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2008-02-11T13:37:00.001+08:00

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2008-01-29T11:52:00.000+08:00

Song lyrics | Conspiracy lyrics

Am soooooooooo Proud of you....

2008-01-17T16:49:00.000+08:00

Tennisters stay unbeaten, grab crown

How sweep it is. The UST Lawn Tennis team celebrate after being crowned outright champions by staying undefeated in the entire tournament.
KErwin patrick m. mercadal

INEXPERIENCE is not a factor, after all.This the rookie-laden UST Tennis teams proved in convincing fashion as they finally ditched their perennial bridesmaid tag with a methodical sweep of the UAAP Tennis titles last Feb. 4 at the Rizal Racket Club in Pasig City.
Season 69 co-Rookies of the Year Ryan Repunte and James Cañete delivered the exclamation in the Male Tennisters’ resounding title surge as they outshone their singles rivals from the veteran-powered University of the Philippines (UP) en route to a title-clinching 3-0 team victory.
“This win was sweet because all the hard work and sacrifice that the team put up has paid of,” UST Tennisters coach Karl Santamaria told the Varsitarian. “But winning the championship is only a bonus as the team’s bigger goal of improving each member as a player and as a person has been achieved.”
Up against the hard-hitting Eufracio Dimayuga in the deciding third set, Repunte prodded the ball from all angles of the court to register a 6-3, 3-6, 7-6 humdinger in the second singles action.
With the score pegged at 6-6, UST got a scare when Repunte succumbed to cramps. But after receiving treatment, the gritty Repunte scored a service ace that forced Dimayuga into an error. A tiebreaker round is played when the score is tied at five points apiece.
Earlier, UST’s Cañete repulsed three-year UAAP veteran Nathaniel Guadayao via a game penalty in the first singles pairing.
Guadayao suffered cramps for the second time and was given a 20-second breather before coming back in the game. The rules state that only one medical-related timeout is allowed in a game.Guadayao, however, failed to suit up within the 20-second timeframe after three calls which automatically forfeited his chances of rebounding from a 6-5 deficit.
At the onset of UST’s championship drive, Seaon 69 MVP Wlbur Orillano and doubles partner Alexander Diego used an array of well-timed crosscourt drives and shorts smashes in a 6-1, 6-0 annihilation of UP’s James Pang and Jeremiah Sison.

Champions at last
Unlike their male counterparts, the hard-fighting Lady Tennisters went through an easier path in claiming their first UAAP title via a 4-1 conquest of the Lady Maroons.
“Our deep bench greatly helped us win the title,” Lady Tennisters Dennis Sta. Cruz said. “Everyone, from our starters to role players, is trained to give opponents a run for their money.”
Rookie sensation Martina Rivero sparked UST’s early breakaway with an impressive 6-3, 6-3 win over UP’s Ana Soriano in the first singles match.
UST made it two in a row as Season 69 MVP Ara Micayabas and freshman player Kwin Bilugan recovered from a lethargic second set to subdue the UP tandem of Karen Guillermo and Micah Valenzuela, 6-0, 3-6, 6-4.
The Lady Tennisters virtually sealed the deal in the second doubles encounter as May Herrera and Kat Castro cruised past UP’s Tiara Guadayao and Regina Monsod, 6-1, 6-3.
Newcomer Angel Macatangay also made her presence felt as she capped her UAAP debut with a 7-5, 6-4, beating of UP’s Maxine Abrogar.
Heading into the finals, the Male and Lady Tennisters carved similar 4-1 victories against the University of the East and Ateneo de Manila University, respectively, last Feb. 3.

Anthony Andrew G. Divinagracia and Raymond Jude M. Dumaual

Vol. LXXVIII, No. 9 • February 27, 2007
http://www.varsitarian.com/archivedetail.asp?ArticleID=7809310002&Sections=Sports

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2008-01-16T16:18:00.000+08:00

hi...

Watch out for this ladies....

2007-10-16T17:31:00.000+08:00

i'm with these ladies...
they're cool...
they're smart...
and they're really the ones you guys have to watch out for....

better be ready, than sorry..... hehe....

oh by the way, don't get mistaken if they're deities... haha...

Early Look Back from a Not So Distant Past...

2007-10-03T09:22:00.001+08:00

Ito ang mga huling taon ng dekada '80 at ang mga unang taon ng dekada '90.
Ito ang panahong uso pa ang makiuso.
Kung ginagaya mo ang style ng mga artista, hindi ka tatawaging jologs. I
to ang panahong tapos na ang Martial Law, pero malayo pa ang new millennium.
Hindi pa high-tech pero di naman old fashioned.
Saktong-sakto lang!

Ito ang panahon natin.
Pero paano mo malalaman kung kabilang ka sa henerasyong ito?
Narito ang listahan na makapagpapatunay if you're one of us. R U?

1. Paborito mong panoorin ang Shaider, Bio-man, Maskman, Mask Rider Black, Machine Man at kung ano-anong TV sitcom ng Japan na isinalin sa Tagalog. Break muna sa mga laro kapag alas singko na ng hapon tuwing Sabado dahil panahon na para sa superhero marathon.

2. Alam mo ang jingle ng Nano-Nano (isang kending lasang champoy)

3. Nanood ka ng Takeshi's Castle at naniwala kang si Anjo Yllana talaga si Takeshi at si Smokey Manaloto ang kanyang alalay. (Pinagiisipan mo - pano sila lumalaban sa final challenge na parang nakasakay sila sa isang bumpcar at nagbabarilan sila gamit ang water gun gayong sa Japan ginagawa yun eh taga Pilipinas sila?)

4. Alam mo ang pa-contest ng Kool 106 na uulit-ulitin mong bigkasin ang "Kool 106, Kool 106" hanggang maubusan ka ng hininga.

5. Naglaro ka ng Shake-Shake Shampoo, Monkey-Monkey- Annabelle, prikidam 123, Langit-Lupa- Impyerno, Syato, Luksong-Tinik, Luksong-Baka, 10-20 at kung ano-ano pang larong nakakapagod.

6. Pumunta ang mga taga- MILO sa skul niyo at namigay sila ng samples na nakalagay sa plastic cup na kasing laki nung sa maliit na ice cream. (at nagtaka ka, bakit hindi ganito ang lasa ng MILO kapag tinitimpla ko sa bahay namin?)

7. May malaking away ang mga METAL (mga punks na naka itim) at mga HIPHOP (mga taong naka maluwang na puruntong na kahit Makita na ang dalawang bundok.) Nag-aabangan sa mall na may dalang baseball bat at kung anu-ano pang mga sandata. Sikat ang kasabihang "PUNKS NOT DEAD!" pero kung gusto mong mag play safe, pwede mong tawagin ang sarili mong HIPTAL.

8. Alam mo ang universal uwian song na "Uwian na!" na kinakanta sa tono na parang doon sa kinakasal.

9. Nagpauto ka sa Batibot pero hindi sa ATBP.

10. Nakipag-away ka para makapaglaro ng brick game. (hi-tech na yun noon)

11. Ang "text" noon ay mga 1"x1.5" na karton na may mga drawing ng pelikulang pinoy. (at may dialog pa!)

12. Dalawa lang ang todong sumikat na wrestler, si Hulk Hogan at si Ultimate Warrior. Naniwala ka rin na namatay si Ultimate Warrior nang buhatin niya si Andre d' Giant dahil pumutok ang mga ugat niya sa muscle.

13. Nagsayaw ka ng running man at kung anu-anong dance steps na nakapagpamukha sa'yong tanga sa saliw na kantang Ice Ice Baby, Wiggle It, Pray at Can't Touch This.

14. Hindi ka gaanong mahilig sa That's Entertainment at pinapanood mo lang ito tuwing Sabado kung saan nagpapagandahan ng production numbers ang Monday hanggang Friday group. (at badtrip ka sa Wednesday group dahil pinakabaduy lagi ang performance nila!)

15. Napaligaya ka ng maraming pinoy bands tulad ng Yano, Rivermaya, Grin Department, Tropical Depression, The Teeth, The Youth, After Image, Orient Pearl, The Dawn, Alamid, Wolfgang, at ang sikat na sikat na Eraserheads. (at aminin mong nakinig ka ng Siakol!)

16. Kilala mo ang Smokey Mountain (first and second generation)

17. Hindi pa uso noon ang sapatos na may gulong. Noon, astig ka kapag umiilaw ang swelas ng sapatos mo tuwing ia-apak mo ito. Tinawag rin itong "Mighty Kid"

18. Kung lalaki ka, sikat na sikat sa'yo ang mga larong text, jolens, dampa (mga unang anyo ng pustahan), saranggola at ang dakilang manika niyo ay si GI-JOE with alipores.

19. Kung babae ka naman, ang mga laro mo with you're girlfriends ay luto-lutuan, bahay-bahayan, doktor-doktoran, at kung anu-ano pang pagkukunwari . ang dakilang manika mo ay si Barbie. (Sikat ka kung meron kang bahay, kotse at kabaong ni Barbie.)

20. Naniwala kang original ang isang cap kapag may walong tahi sa visor nito.

21. Swerte ka kapag panghapon ka dahil masusubaybayan mo ang mga kapanapanabik na kaganapan sa mga paborito mong cartoon shows tuwing umaga tulad ng Cedie, Sarah, at Dog of Flanders a.k.a. Nelo. (Hindi ka ba nagtataka na sa lahat ng mga bida sa cartoons na ito, si Nelo lang ang di yumaman at namatay pa ng maaga)

22. Alam mo ang ibig sabihin ng "TIME FIRST!"

Bakit kaya ganon?
Kahit sang lupalop ka ng Pilipinas naroon, eh nakaka -relate ka sa mga pinagsasasabi ko.
Siguro'y dahil wala pang cable at kakaunti lang ang pagpipiliang channels kaya parepareho tayo ng pinapanood.
Maaaring wala pang Playstation kaya kung anu-ano na lang ang naiimbentong laro na pwedeng gawin sa kalsada o sa isang bakanteng lote.
Pero kung ano man ang dahilan sa pagkaparepareho natin ng karanasan, masaya na rin akong naging bata ako sa panahong ito.

Masarap alalahanin at balik-balikan.
Di ba?

New Home....

2007-10-01T16:44:00.000+08:00

heyah!

im onboard again...
im now with the Executive Recruitment Team of Accenture...
yeah!

I started last Sept.24
so far... so gooooooood....

hehehe, daming food....
(whenever there's trainings and/or meetings, food will always be one of its attendees...)

the people in my team are cool as well...

the office itself is very cool too... haha.....

Well, i'm proud to be part of this team and i'd say i'm equally proud to be part of this organization too!!

well, setting aside my "recruiting nature".....
this place is realy good....

if one's looking for a place where one can be hie self, while being equally productive, where everyone is respected, where oppurtunities are overflowing, where "pastures are definitely greener"....

I say, this place is pretty good.
im bound to encounter a whole new bunch of challenges and adjustments but then again, that's what typically ignites me!!!

I'm happy!!

Stolen.........Dashboard Confessional

2007-08-05T19:36:00.000+08:00

You watch the season pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glamour have been replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away
You have stolen my heart
Invitation only grant farewells
Crush the best one, of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight
You have stolen my heart
And from the bar room floor we are a celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we are, we'll sleep well
You have stolen
You have stolen my heart
I watch you spin around in the highest heels
You are the best one, of the best ones
We all look like we feel
You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart

Ghala Update

2007-07-20T17:39:00.000+08:00

Hi guys! It’s been ages since my last post; I mean my last self-composed post.

Oh well, ngyon lang din naman ako, well finally... nagkaron ng time na makapag compose ulet ng ipopost para dito sa mejo inaamag kong blog...

okay for the record, recent significant events in the life of a nobody named Ghala:
- I'm inlove
- I've been in (and more recently out) of The Medical City as one of its HR assistants
- I'm having the time of my life (at least for some days na rin) as a bum.

Musta na ba kayo?
Ako, keri lang....
Usually, I post lang naman talaga kapag my issue na naman ako sa buhay ko eh...
but apparently, there had been a number of issues that came and passed pero di ko nakwento dito....

Musta na ba ako?
I'm unemployed... finally...
hehe..and I'm happy and relaxed.
by chance or by choice?
well, by chance...
pero even before this thing happened i'm already having second thoughts of making it by choice.

So what really happened?
It seemed that I'd like to act as if I was then already a bonafide regular employee of the Internationally Accredited Hospital: The Medical City(TMC),kahit hindi pa. I expected I guess, too much or rather wrong.

I came in last January 25, exactly the day after my last day with One Global, Jan.24.
So di ba, parang pumapasok pa rin ako, naiba lang ng office?
The point is, wala akong naging pahinga even for just the weekend, between my first and second employment.
Good thing? yup, I was fortunate enough na di mawalan ng job even for just a day then.

I came in under probationary status, by which again for the record, sooooobrang bihirang mangyari sa mga new hire specifically in the HR of TMC. They usually come in under casual status.

Bkit nga ba ako napunta dun?
The new AVP of HR Division is looking for a secretary.
That's the position I'm eyeing for then.
I'm eyeing to be familiar with the rest of the HR Functions, because that is what I am deprived of with my first employment.
So by being directly reporting to the AVP-HRD herself, I can do a not-so-windang job yet learning the rest of Human Resources.
I'm also gonna be with the same people who gave me my first exposure of the Industrial Setting of Psychology, by being one of their previous OJTs years back.

So minimal adjustment needed, I'm with Arianne as well.
Napaka-ok na job di ba?

However, it did not turn out that way.
Nag-AWOL ung isang nilang HR Asst sa Rec't. and they cannot afford anymore looking for someone else pa, seeing that yours truly has experience in recruitment, specifically in the TMC Recruitment.
alright, I'm in no place to refuse them for placing me in the Recruitment and not as the Secretary, they hired someone else for the post.
I think it was behind the rationale that the secretary does not necessarily be a BS PSych, thus it is easier to look for someone else for secretary compared to HR Asst. for Rec't.

For the past 6months, I tried to do the best I can for Rec't.
I observed that they seemed to trust me in doing the tasks in Rec't. alone right away. Since I was their OJT before. after 2 days of starting my work, they already gave a specific post to fill up!

Then, I was tasked to handle the Office and Administrative Vacancies in less than a month.
Apparently, it was then the first quarter of the year, and it was very good time to apply abroad, a very good weather to get pregant and/or sick, a very good time not to go back yet to work from the Holiday Vacation. Bottomline, a bulk of vacancies.

Next word: TOXIC.
Then: WINDANG.... OVEROVERTIME....STRESS.....

wala pa akong 2months yata nagkasakit na ko, im not sure.

One morning, tinawagan ko si arra para iyakan.
I wanna give up. I'm demotivated. I'm being compensated far lower than with my previous job.

Baka naman seasonal lang...
Baka naman nag-aadjust pa lang ako...

Bkit, di ba ako pwedeng tulungan?
Bkit, ganu kahaba nga ba ako natrain bago ako pinahawak ng position? 2days?

Fine, lumipas na un.
Seasonal nga lang...
Nakapag-adjust na ako..
Natulungan naman ako..
at natuto naman ako....Galing nga lang sa mga pagkakamali, sori.. di na naiwasan.

There had been a number of events back then. At xmpre, excited ako to be part of them. And I was.
i had the chance to express my other talents and potentials.

Service Awards.
JCIA Victory Party.
Psychological Tests Presentation.
June Birthday Bash.

Sweet. I love it.

June: Evaluation month for me,and Im a bit confident.
I passed. But I was not recommended for regularization.
I was given the remark: "recommended for other position within TMC"
Termination of Sevice - checked.
For Regularization - unchecked.

Labo ba?
May sense?
Euphemized/sugar-coated? I think so.

Why is that so?
"can work with minimal supervision" - but then details were not given enough attention, thus mistakes and further, problems came out. (bawal magkamali ang baguhan)
"assertive, confident, innovative" - but then, some people(maybe even within the HRD) are intimidated. (bawal ang Call Center Personality sa Hospital)

Bitter?
well, may opening nun sa ibang department na psych and HR Practitioner ang qualification.
But, I was not endorsed to them.
There had a number of good points for me, pero di yata un applicable sa Recruitment. (I guess I was solely evaluated for Recruitment alone, not a chance for other HR Section like ER)

Let go....
Yko din, mpunta sa post na di ko maprapractice ung field ko talaga.
Di pa rin yta ako handa pa sa isang post w/c I guess is "overly challenging"; since it's an officer post.

It hurts though, I admit.

Giving them and myself a chance to be endorsed for the post w/c is in the first place, I did not apply for. It did not worked out though, thus I'm out.

---
Im currently the yet sole shortlist aspirant for a Training Assistant Post under the banner of Rustan Marketing Corporation.
Ill be taking my exams for Employee Relations Associate for Teleperformace tomorrow.

I'm still eyeing to know the other facets of Human Resources.
Hopefully, this time Recruitment no more.

2007-07-11T07:53:00.000+08:00

"Big Girls Don't Cry"

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

La Da Da Da Da Da

Accents anyone?

2007-01-06T16:23:00.000+08:00

What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Midland "You have a Midland accent" is just another way of saying "you don't have an accent." You probably are from the Midland (Pennsylvania, southern Ohio, southern Indiana, southern Illinois, and Missouri) but then for all we know you could be from Florida or Charleston or one of those big southern cities like Atlanta or Dallas. You have a good voice for TV and radio.
The West
Boston
Philadelphia
North Central
The South
The Northeast
The Inland North
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are u telling me, it's a great way to start the new year with goodbyes?!?!

2007-01-06T12:25:00.000+08:00

bkit ba kase pinanganak pa ako na ang weakness ay ang maiwan...?

pag may umaalis na tao kahit di ko kaclose naapektuhan talaga ako...
lalo na pag malapit sa akin at talagang naging kadikit ko na!
shet talaga...

bkit ba kse ayaw magsink in sken na talagang natural na un mga ganung eksena?

talagang napunta pa ko sa kung saan ang dami ko agad naging kaclose,
kung saan andun ung mga unang taong natutunan ko ng mga bagay-bagay...
tapos wala na sila dun ngyon?

Tse!
si mommy j ann
si mamu janis
si sam
si mamu dhae
si tewe
si mamu heids
si potchie
si james
si karl
latest...si krizel
si mommy donna
etc...
etc...
etc...
tapos ako....

Tse talaga!

I HATE THE WORD "LEAVING"!!!

bkit nga ba kasing pronounce pa siya ng "LIVING"?!?
kse its part of it nga di ba?!?

REALITY BITES...
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....

IBAW

2006-12-26T13:52:00.000+08:00

woah!

nagpopost pa pala ako.....

hehehe...

oh well, this year is ending at "in purness" madaming "keme" ang naganap...

january -

we left 10-yr old house, and the rest with it...
(neighbors, memories, some friends, hobbies, etc...)

february -

ummmm....let me think....
ung "Singles Night Out" lang ung naalala ko eh...

march -

GRADUATION!!!!!

april -

first attempt to look for work...
job fair marathon?!?!?!

may -

bakasyon sa BACOLOD!!!!!
yeyeyeyeyeyey.....

june -

Finally, got work!
Recruitment Assistant for Sourcing Team of One Global Contact Center

(ogeidrednaxelaomaet)

july -

teka, wala na naman yata ako maalala.......
ah! Nalipat ako sa Non-Sales/Support/Frisk Team!

august -

Kamusta naman naging "spy" kuno sa CCAP Expo/Job Fair /Conference
ok...and then I was back to Sourcing....

september -

okay....pasensya kung work related pa rin.......
"One Sourcing, One Recruitment, One Global"
--> ONE WEEK!!!! Tseee!

october -

um, may nawalang "partner".... tsk..tsk...
any way, second price naman ako sa Halloween Costume!!!!!!!

november -

grrr.......pasalamat kayo kahit "trigerred" na ako....
hmph! Patigsan na lang noh! Tseeee!
Mabuhay ang Thursday Group!

december -

Puka!!!! Ola El Hombre Tequilla!
Kamusta naman ang magsayaw to the tune of "Frozen" with corsette (spellcheck, anyone?), fishnet stockings and "kepkep" shorts, yet kayo pa rin ang pinaka conservative.
Thus, di na nanalo!
Mabuti na lang nanalo ako ng MP4..keri na din!

oh well....... It's Been A While.....

what people say about me....oh well....

2006-09-04T13:01:00.000+08:00

Arena

(known to self and others)

calm, cheerful, confident, extroverted, self-assertive

Blind Spot

(known only to others)

brave, caring, clever, dependable, energetic, friendly, giving, happy, helpful, independent, intelligent, kind, knowledgeable, logical, loving, mature, nervous, observant, organised, patient, powerful, reflective, relaxed, religious, self-conscious, sensible, spontaneous, sympathetic, trustworthy, warm, wise, witty

Façade

(known only to self)

complex

Unknown

(known to nobody)

able, accepting, adaptable, bold, dignified, idealistic, ingenious, introverted, modest, proud, quiet, responsive, searching, sentimental, shy, silly, tense

All Percentages

able (0%) accepting (0%) adaptable (0%) bold (0%) brave (18%) calm (6%) caring (12%) cheerful (31%) clever (6%) complex (0%) confident (31%) dependable (12%) dignified (0%) energetic (25%) extroverted (6%) friendly (50%) giving (6%) happy (12%) helpful (12%) idealistic (0%) independent (12%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (31%) introverted (0%) kind (25%) knowledgeable (25%) logical (12%) loving (18%) mature (31%) modest (0%) nervous (6%) observant (12%) organised (18%) patient (6%) powerful (6%) proud (0%) quiet (0%) reflective (6%) relaxed (18%) religious (25%) responsive (0%) searching (0%) self-assertive (18%) self-conscious (6%) sensible (12%) sentimental (0%) shy (0%) silly (0%) spontaneous (6%) sympathetic (6%) tense (0%) trustworthy (12%) warm (6%) wise (18%) witty (6%)

Created by the Interactive Johari Window on 4.9.2006, using data from 16 respondents.
You can make your own Johari Window, or view ghala's full data.

I AM NOT GIVING AN EXCUSE! I AM EXPLAINING!

2006-08-16T13:43:00.000+08:00

ex-cuse
tr.v. ex·cused, ex·cus·ing, ex·cus·es
1.
a. To explain (a fault or an offense) in the hope of being forgiven or understood: He arrived late and excused his tardiness in a flimsy manner.
b. To apologize for (oneself) for an act that could cause offense: She excused herself for being late.
2.
a. To grant pardon to; forgive: We quickly excused the latecomer.
b. To make allowance for; overlook: Readers must excuse the author's youth and inexperience. See Synonyms at forgive.
3. To serve as justification for: Brilliance does not excuse bad manners.
4. To free, as from an obligation or duty; exempt: In my state, physicians and lawyers are excused from jury duty.
5. To give permission to leave; release: The child ate quickly and asked to be excused.
6. n. ( k-sky s )
a. An explanation offered to justify or obtain forgiveness.
b. A reason or grounds for excusing: Ignorance is no excuse for breaking the law.
c. The act of excusing.
d. A note explaining an absence.
e. Informal An inferior example: a poor excuse for a poet; a sorry excuse for a car.

ex-plain
v. ex·plained, ex·plain·ing, ex·plains
v.tr.
1. To make plain or comprehensible.
2. To define; expound: We explained our plan to the committee.
3.
a. To offer reasons for or a cause of; justify: explain an error.
b. To offer reasons for the actions, beliefs, or remarks of (oneself).
v.intr.
1. To make something plain or comprehensible: Let me explain.

aldinrirpaam

2006-08-02T09:42:00.000+08:00

I was with 2 people last night.
we were talking about anything...
we were talking about someone....

indeed, there's something wrong with the person.
i just thought and said that i do notice what's wrong, and i dont like it too.
if we care enough to correct this person,
there would be someone who's gonna talk to that person and tell everything.
but then, we don't care enough.

baka may mga insecurities sya...
gaya nga ng lagi kong sinasabi:
IT WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR CHOICE, AND THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A REASON.
may karugtong na yan ngayon,
AND VICE VERSA

wait...i was lost in thoughts....hehehe...

maybe i am to be thankful that i don't have such insecurities to be covered up by a lot of stuffs
maybe i am to be thankful that that person exist, for me to appreciate what i am and, in a way what i worth...
maybe i am to ask (or pray) for more "care" for this person,
enough to be the person to tell that person everything
enough to ask why that person acts, reacts and does such things.
enough to accept that person as is,
enough to understand the person's choices and reasons (or rationalizations)

we are all different
we are all on our own, but not alone
we are with everybody
sabi nga sa akin minsan,
we were not talking about ****,
those were mere observations.

nakakaawa nga bang matatawag ung mga taong may mali,
pero di tinatama ng mga taong nakapaligid sa kanya...
simply because, they don't care that much, or they just don't care at all?

lahat ba ng tao, deserving na icorrect ng ibang tao
o kailangan mo na lang maging sensitive sa lahat ng pinagkikilos mo?
pano ka magiging totoo?
kailangan mo nga bang ipaintindi sa lahat ng tao kung bakit ka ganito at ganyan,
at hindi ganito o hindi ganyan?
kung hindi, pano kung walang makaintindi?
o wala na lang talagang may pakialam....

i feel pathetic.

TODAY IS THE TOMORROW YOU WERE THINKING ABOUT YESTERDAY

CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF BLOGTHINGS!!!!!!!!

2006-07-29T12:40:00.000+08:00

You Are Psyche!

Eternally in search of purpose and insight.You're curious and creative with a total sense of wonder.Totally empathetic, you pick up on other's moods easily.Just be sure to pamper yourself as well!

What Goddess Are You?

Being Twenty-Something

2006-07-21T15:20:00.000+08:00

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like.You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and that,maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable andwhat isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure.

You laugh and cry with the greatest force of yourlife. You feel alone and scared and confused.Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling onto the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there isnothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap.

Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem tomake a decision.

You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender! What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it.

We are in our best of times and our worst of times,trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thingout.

- from my officemate, Miss April Marinda

PUROK SAN ROQUE, BRGY. SUM-AG BACOLOD CITY, NEGROS OCCIDENTAL...

2006-05-23T05:37:00.000+08:00

MAY 2:
Departure Time: 8:35AM

xempre dahil excited kme ni Ate Diane,otherwise known as Pangs,
6:30am ndun na kme sa airport..
nkacheck-in na naghihintay na ng flight...
nanunuod sa msa taong nauunang lumipad papuntang Caticlan(Boracay)

Haay,ang tagal ha...
panu nga naman hindi tatagal eh 2hrs kme nghintay....
excited nga kase....
nadelay pa ng 10minutes...hmph...

hehe..
ayun... nkasaky din naman sa eroplano...
sight seeing xmpre ang ghala...
di ko naman first time....
pero ung first time ko eh more than ten yrs ago pa kaya no!

kadiri ung manila pag tinitignan habang lumalayo....
kase umiitim....
ang dumi ha,,in fairness..

aun dumating na nga kme ni Pangs sa Negros....
aba! mahaba pa byahe papuntang UST kesa papuntang Negros?!
(45minutes lang)

ang init talaga sa philippines...
nga pala kasabay namin nun sa plane si Odette Khan...
sta artista sya, tanung nyo na lang sa nanay nyo...

tpos nung nag-game sa plane
nanalo pa si Pangs ng wallet...
xmpre, "tatak-Cebu Pacific" itetch!

ganun pala pag dumadating ka sa domestic airport ng Negros..
may bus na magdadala seo from plane to the exit gates...

sa exit gates naghihintay ang sangkatutak na porters..
(di ba sa barko un?)
na parang mga fans na kumakaway kaway...
aun pala'y handang handa silang dalhin
at iclaim ang mga bagahe mo....
kapalit xmpre ang kakaunting tip,,,,

xmpre kuripot kme magbigay ng tip...
kaya pinakuha lang namin ung amin...
kasi nga naman, de- hila naman un noh....
no need to carry it pa...
like u just hila-hila lang kse it has its own wheels...
ay bongga!

hehe...
gamit ang aking pinakatatagong kaalaman sa kakarampot na ilonggo,
pinaabot ko nga dun sa mga magigiting na porters ung mga stroller namin...

at sa labas...
ayun!
kumakaway naman ang magwapa(maganda) kong Lola Jessie...
nakapayong ng pink nga ba un? hehe
at may katabing lalaki...
boyfriend? hehehe...
taxi driver....
kumuha na sya agad ng taxi driver ahead of our arrival para
wala ng hassles, chuvanes, cheverloo...

kasama nya din ung pinsan namin isa...
sa ilonggo, pakatlo..
meaning: 3rd cousin...
oh di ba...
pakaisa
pakalawa
pakatlo...
di ko alam pag 4th cousin na....so far away na un eh...

ay ang lola mo...may pilantik!
si Bernie, ang pakatlo naming kabilang sa 3rd sex...ang saya!

pagdating dun sa compound,,,
ayun nagumpisa na si lola jessie...

amuna ang imo nga lola chuvanes
amuna ang imo nga tito cheverloo
tita chenes
ate chuva
kuya ewan...

and so on and so forth...
MTM - many to mention...

may mga natandaan naman kme ni Pangs sa lahat ng binaggit nya...
basta in short,
puro kamag-anak namin ang nkatira dun sa buong street na yun
either by affinity or consanguinity,,,
oh di ba...

mejo ang weird lang kse karamihan naman ng ndun puro laon....
laon - matandang dalaga or matandang lalaki...

naku! wag nawa kme mahawa...

hehe...

hay nako, nakaktamad ng basahin to...humahaba na maxado....

wala naman akong balak ikwento ung bawat isang araw namin dun sa SUM-Ag...
hallerrr....16 days un no!

ung mga ilang araw na lang...

sta..
i foresee that vacation for me as i chance to learn new things...
new things as in gawaing-bahay...
di naman sa ignorante ako at lahat sa mga yon...
wala lang talaga akong hands-on...

ayun...tinuruan naman nila ako maglaba...
washing machine at handwash, as well...
ung plantsa, alam ko na talaga un...
ung paghugas ng pinggan...ay exclusive kay lola Nita un...
ayaw ipamana...

magluto....
um, mejo...
pinanuod ko si Pangs magluto ng Tinolang Manok...
at Beef Steak....

gumawa kme ng vegetable salad...
at eto ha...
kumain ako nun!
sarap sya , in fairnes...

tapos...eto pa...
basahin mo to orange...
pinatikim ko sa kanila ung paborito mong fruit shake...
yes...tama ka....
ur Mango-Banana Shake....
hehe, nasarapan din naman sila....

puro pagkain na binabanggit ko dito..
well, puro pagkain din naman ang ginawa namin dun...
malay ba naming may phobia sa gutom ang dalawa kong lola noh!

kumpleto ang meals ha....
pati ang 3 snacks(morning, afternoon, pti midnight)
the whole day and night...
everyday and everynight....

syempre di naman ako nakalimot na pumunta dun
sa mga kamag-anak ko sa other side( sa piyak, in ilonggo)...
dun sa mga Florendo naman....
dun naman sila sa trese y medya....
yes...13 and a half....
kse 13 and a half kilometers sila away from Bacolod City...

anyways, as you might expect...
para akong tape recorder...
paulit ulit na kamustahan sa bawat lola o lolong dinalaw...

kamust na papa mo?
ang lolo roming mo?
si mama mo?
mga kapatid mo?
anung yr ka na nga ba?
ay graduate ka na pala!
eh di naghahanap ka na pala ng trabaho nyan...
ano? kelan pa kayo lumipat?
kasama nyo pala sila lolo mo ngyon dun?
anu ngyari dun sa dating nyong bahay?

phew! paki shuffle nalang ung mga tracks, este mga tanung
at mkukuha nyo na kung pano tumakbo ang mga paguusap namin...
syempre with matching punto ng iloggo...
haay, muntik ko na din madala yan dito hanggang pag-uwi....
naku patay tayo sa job interviews nyan!
hehe...

ang saya ng bakashun di ba...
pagkain
pasyal
kamag-anak..

tapos nagkasakit ako...
bastos na tigdas yan!
HYPOCHONDRIASIS pa ko ayun kay Dr. Raymonnd San Diego...
hehe...
uy salamat sa diagnosis ha...

ay naku, kung makikita nyo lang itsura ko nun...
sayang nga hindi ako nagpapicture eh...
para akong
"rashes na tinubuan ng mata, bibig, ilong, buhok at kuko"

dahil the rest was rashes....
i was a living rash....

sobrang di ko makita ung dati kong balat sa kapal ng rashes...
kadiri...
yes, may tama ka!
kadiri nga talaga itsura ko nun...

xmpre pag may rashes...
may itch...
at pag terrible ang rashes,,
mas terrible ang itch!!!

bwahaha....
salamat kay Caloy....
bumuhos sya ng pagkalakas-lakas sa negros...
lumamig talaga...
at hindi ako nangati....
swerte pa rin!

well ang tinamaan lang naman sa itinerary ng bakashun ko nun
eh ung pagdalaw ko naman sa iba pang kamag-anak sa mother's side...
naintindihan naman nila...
nakapunta naman si Pangs at si tita bebot..ung mama nya...
sumunod kse si tita bebot,
kasama si tito enan(ung nakkwento ko na nurse from Makati Med)
nung sumunod na saturday(may13)

just in time for Sum-Ag Fiesta...
mejo matagal na rin akong di nakawitnes ng talagang fiesta...

altho syempre gumaling na ako that time
di pa rin ako pwedeng lumabas...
pero kahit na...
damangdama ko pa rin na fiesta nga...
syempre san pa nga ba, eh di dahil sa dami ng PAGKAIN!
at ang dami ding nakikikain!
namimiesta...
ung tipong nagbabahay-bahay talaga...
grabeng bituka un ha....

the day after the fiesta..
nagswimming naman kme...
sa MAMBUKAL RESORT...
ung tubig na ginagamit nila sa mga pool nila
galing sa falls...
aus di ba...

at in fairness lang ha.....ang lamig...
sobrang lamig ng tubig...
walang sinabi ang sinag ng araw...
sa lamig ng tubig, di mo mamamalayang
nakabilad ka na sa araw at lahat...
kaya ayun...magtatan ka kung magtatan ka talaga...

sayang wala pa sa akin ung mga pictures eh...
hayy...necessity ang digital camera ng panahong un...
ordinary camera lang nagamit namin eh...
well limited lang ang photos
dahil sa number ng film at hassle ng pagpapadevelop..
xmpre papascan ko pa un...

sta ipopost ko na lng din pag ok na...

aun....that same night that day,
nag-"photo shoot" pa kme dun sa bahay....
sa sala...
sa sofa..
tipong pang "Gulong ng Palad" pose...

pamipamilya...
para nga naman pag inalbum daw eh organized...
para din malinaw na din kung kninong anak at kaninong nanay at tatay ang mga inaate, kinukuya, tinitito at tinitita namin...hehe..

tapos ginawa namin ni Pangs
ung ginagawa namin dito sa Maynila,
kami ng mga pakaisa(oh review ur ilonggo 101) namin...
pag nagkakasama sama...
hehe....PAIKOT NG RED WINE SHOTS
sa LAHAT...bata, matanda, walang exempted..

hehe...aus!
tapos sayawan ng konti sa harap ng gate...
dun sa gitna ng kalye....

the next day,
MAY 18:
Departure TIme: 6:50am

dala ang sangkatutak na kahon(um, mga 10?) ng Bongbong's Pasalubong...
(sorry, nakapangalan na sa pagbibigyan eh)
pati ang mga bagahe namin..
bumalik na kme ng Maynila..

bye, Negros!
sa sunod na lang ulit...
promise, babalik ako...
sama ka?
syempre sagot mo pamasahe mo noh! hehe..
worth it naman eh...

tumaba ako...
namula din ng konti..
tapos, for reasons i don't know...
kuminis ang balat ko pagkatapos ng tigdas ko...
good thing,huh?

woosh...umabot ka sa pagbabasa nito dito?
galing ah!
yaan mo may piaya ka sken pag pumunta ulit ako dun...
paalala mo ha...
gusto mo ung Mango-flavored?
hehe...paalala mo na lang...

Kanamit sang bakasyon ko sa Negros!
Makadto tau ulet ha?

cups...

2006-04-24T01:23:00.001+08:00

when i was child,
whenever i saw a pitcher along with its cups
i thought that the pitcher was the parent
and the cups were the children.

once there was a Pitcher
who hold contents that must be poured out to the cups
so much that He must be with the cups,
to be like the cups,
to be the same with the cups.

with His own will,
He became one with the cups.
He became as small as the cups,
but His contents for them
were as much as what He can hold
as a pitcher.
thus, the contents overflowed.
overflowing
that the cups themselves
overflowed with the Pitcher's contents,
from the rim to underneath.

the Pitcher poured out
up to the last drop.
He never left even
a drop for His own.

He came back as a Pitcher,
and some cups recognized Him.
some cups wanted to fill Him back,
but the Pitcher told them that someday,
they would be lifted up to fill Him.

He told them that for now,
they have to continually fill each other
so the contents will continue to flow and overflow.
until the whole place will be full
and the contents will finally reach the Pitcher's rim.

some cups unfortunately
did not share the contents,
some even hoard them.
then some cups emptied the same way as the Pitcher,
but were never filled back.
the Pitcher was always ready to refill them
as long as they asked to be filled.

fortunately,
some cups were always full
and even overflowing,
thus they were able to fill those
that were emptied.

the Pitcher wanted
the cups to fill each other.
so that all cups may be full,
and continue to overflow each other.

overflowing,
until all of them will
drown and float and enjoy
with the Pitcher's contents
from the rim to underneath
from inside and out.

cups will reach the Pitcher's rim and
fill them
but
no one need to be filled any more
no one is empty.

evrything and every one is filled
with the contents that came from the Pitcher
at the very start.
the contents...

called love.

hehe..Ghala as they define me

2006-04-18T09:16:00.000+08:00

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

You Are a Chick Rocker!

You're living proof that chicks can rockYou're inspired by Joan Jett and the DonnasAnd when you rock, you rock hard(Plus, you get all the cute guy groupies you want!)

Kind of Rocker Are You

Your Hawaiian Name is:

Laka Hokulani

What's" your Hawaiian Name?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front.
Shy and private, you yearn for security.
You take relationships slowly.
You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Your Birthdate: January 11

Spiritual and thoughtful, you tend to take a step back from the world. You're very sensitive to what's going on around you, yet you remain calm.Although you are brilliant, it may take you a while to find your niche.Your creativity is supreme, but it sometimes makes it hard for you to get things done.
Your strength: Your inner peace
Your weakness: You get stuck in the clouds
Your power color: Emerald
Your power symbol: Leaf
Your power month: November

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Maroon 5 Shares Your Taste in Music

See their whole playlist here (iTunes required)

Which Musician (or Group) Shares Your Taste in Music?

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest:
You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future.
At Your Lowest:
You feel in a slump and lack creativity.
In Love:
You tend to be many people's ideal partner.
How You're Attractive:
You make people feel confident and accepted.
Your Eternal Question:
"What Impression Am I Giving?"

What's" Your Power Color?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Gin Jimyoin

What's" your Japanese Name?

You Are 60% Weird

You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!

Weird Are You?

Your Blog Should Be Green

Your blog is smart and thoughtful - not a lot of fluff.You enjoy a good discussion, especially if it involves picking apart ideas.However, you tend to get easily annoyed by any thoughtless comments in your blog.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

Your Kissing Purity Score: 80% Pure

You've hardly ever been kissed
But the kisses you've given are very missed

Kissing Purity Test

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind.You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

What's" Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a creative hotbed of artistic talent.You're always making pictures in your mind, especially when you're bored.You are easily inspired to think colorful, interesting thoughts.And although it may be hard to express these thoughts, it won't always be.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Semana Santa 2006

2006-04-15T16:04:00.000+08:00

para sa mga taong walang sawang mag-tag jan sa gilid para magpaalala na kailangan ko ng magpost...salamat....miss ko na kayo...

hehe, finally, may internet na ulit ako dito sa bahay namin...

well i came to tell something about my Holy Week...
matapos naming lumipat lumayo na kami sa simbahan....
practically, mahirap ng mag aattend at pumunta ng simbahan...

for the first time this year, hindi kme nakapag retreat sa ULTRA..
oops, di dahil sa stigma ng stampede ha...
kundi dahil we thought na hindi namin makakasama si papa this Holy Week..
may assignment kasi sya sa Korea...fortunately hindi natuloy....

ayun, ano ba talaga gusto ko sabhin dito?
um, wala naman talaga..
gusto ko lang magkwento....

alam nyo ba nagWAY OF THE CROSS kme nung Maundy Thursday....
this is not just another way of the cross....
kasi ung stations we're distributed throughout Pasig...

ddnt get it?
mejo nilakad lang naman namin ang buong pasig...
feeling ko mas malayo pa un sa mga nilakad ng mga nag-aalay lakad that same night...

to get the idea how far it was....hmmmm......
bka exaggeration eh...
cguro ung track ng LRT2 twice....

wala lang...
di sya striking dahil soooobrang naging solemn or whatever...
its just that....

the idea is sacrifice...

di ko alam...

gusto ko lang ikwento...

im not bragging what i did...

cguro kse...
wala pa un sa hirap na ginawa ng isang lalaki ages ago..

flashes of scenes from the movie THE PASSION
favorite ko dun...

ung scourging...
then...
ung flashback ni Inay nung nadapa minsan ung Kapatid natin...

wala lang...
gusto ko lang magkwento...

_-=Next Chapter=-_

2006-03-10T11:06:00.001+08:00

hindi ko na naman alam kung pano uumpisahan...
nabasa ko na ung mga ibang post tungkol sa grad...
at sheeet....
ang babaw man naiiyak talaga ako....
you know me too well...
yko talaga ng mga pag may nagpapaalam....
grabe...
ang iksi ng panahon....
pero long enough to enjoy it...
waaaah....
ano beh?!?!?!?!?!
ang dami ko gusto sabhin sa inyong lahat....
sobrang...
alam nyo yun...
i never felt this belonged to any class or to any group of people,
maliban sa inyo.....
in my whole life...
at feeling ko i'll never feel that happiness and security again..
ewan ko kung ako lang ba ang nakakaramdam ng ganun sa inyong dahil hindi ko naman talaga naging kaclose kayong lahat....
basta....
iba ung pakiramdam pag kasama mo ung mga taong...
haay....
wala kang kailangan patunayan...
alam mong di ka pababayaan...
masasakayan lahat ng trip mo kahit pa gaano ka-"deviant"....
napaka blessed ko.....
dahil kayong lahat ang nakasama ko sa crucial years na nagdaan....
you know what's another good thing about being with all of you?
alam nyon un...
kung ibang tao pag nakasama at nakasundo mo...
pag nawala...
di mo na alam kung pano mabuhay ng wala sila...
pero kayo?
astig!
ano man ung confidence na meron ako ngyon,
ano man ung esteem na pinaghahawakan ko ngyon....
dahil un sa inyo...
u made me a real better person....
at kahit na factual description ni ghala eh ayaw nya ng goodbyes....
di ako natatakot....
alam ko kasi di na mapipigtas ung bond natin sa isa't-isa
at di ko din hahayaang magpigtas un!
kahit pa mawala ung UNLIMITXT!!!!

sobrang pinanahahalagahan ko tong naging pagsasama natin...
di me natatakot na magkahiwahiwalay tayo...
sobrang pinagmamalaki ko ang bawat isa sa atin...
dahil tulad ng sinabi ko sa Caleruega noon
"You are all beatiful persons..inside and out"
i still stand to that...
maraming maraming salamat....
asahan nyo na sa lahat ng pagkakataon at paraan na maka-get in touch ako sa bawat isa sa atin gagawin ko....

mahal na mahal ko kayo...

from jaycee..

2006-03-09T09:20:00.000+08:00

Take the quiz:
http://quiz.myyearbook.com/zenhex/quiz.php?id=8445"> size = "+2">What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)

Brown
You have brown eyes. Brown is the color of the earth. Your eyes symbolize your comforting and fostering nature. You are stable, grounding, sophisticated, considerate, conventional and orderly. People may consider you to be cozy or warm. People feel safe when they are with you. Some words to describe you: reliability, elegance, security, healing, homely, grounding, foundation, and earthly.

by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

2006-03-02T16:48:00.000+08:00

got a new song right there ...

hop u like it... hehe

--betrayal--

2006-02-15T15:41:00.000+08:00

sabi ko never akong mahihilig sa bottomless coke.

pero kinain ko ung sinabi ko..

pinatikim sa akin ng chubby friend ko ang bottomless coke

eto ako ngyon may ilang buwan na rin adik sa bottomless coke...

tapos...

*****

dahil kailangan, natikman ko ung bottomless iced tea..

well di ko sya gusto kaya sinubukan kong ihalo sa hot sauce.

di naman talaga hinahalo ang hot sauce sa bottomless iced tea..

pero ipagdidiinan ko pa ring ihalo..

alam ko din na di hinahalo ang bottomless iced tea sa hot sauce,

pero hahanap pa rin ako ng hot sauce..

******

kamusta naman ang bottomless coke?

parang nauumay na yata ako sa kanya?

pero, pinatikim pa naman sya sa akin ng chubby friend ko..

saka may ilang buwan na rin akong umiinom ng bottomless coke..

*********

pag ayaw ko muna ng bottomless coke, iinom ako ng bottomless iced tea?

hindi kaya mubusan na ako tuluyan ng hot sauce?

mahilig din kasi ako sa hot sauce...

mga ilang taon na din akong naghohot sauce...

********

gusto ko ba talaga ng bottomless iced tea?

tama bang magbottomless iced tea ako pag nauumay na ako sa bottomless coke?

tama bang pagsamahin ko ang hot sauce at bottomless iced tea?

---------------------------

i had a nice valentine's day

tnx dear friends

naalala ko lang..

si seatmate..

pinakilala nya kami as family..

sweet no?

hehe..

i love u seatmate(chikanology.blogspot.com)!

at 10:18pm... i left Parkwood

2006-01-31T13:40:00.000+08:00

finally...

nagkaron din ng post....

about an old issue of mine
na actually...
i got over na...

but anyways...
still wanna spill it out....

yeah...
it's been a week since we left the place who cradled me for more than ten years...

naka-adjust na ako in fairness...

sabi ko nga ...
prang nag--oovernyt lang ako in some place...

but....

yeah...
wala na ako dun....

for those who knew me well....
Gladys Hojilla Florendo
weakness: to leave or be left behind....people i love

i didnt leave naman talaga....
pero di naman maitatanggi na nalayo na ako sa kanila

the people i hated and loved....
the place which im so used to, i can go around with eyes closed....
the memories i had, where i can reminisce at the actual place...
the faith i grew with....

yeah, i know...
gladys can easily adjust...
she'll get over it...
she's ghala after all

another thing about this "moving issue"

the reason behind it.

an acquaintance asked me, "why?"
"financial..."

true....
a financial problem...
of my parents....
of my parents ONLY

they never thought of sharing it....
sharing it as a FAMILY PROBLEM

"it's their pride..."

of course their pride!

well...
itis done.

nothing more to do...

move on...
as always...

i'm been pushed down....
nothing to go but bounce up....

"you know what...if it has been painful for me when i lost your brother...
it much painful now, because im not simply leaving more loved ones, but whole place itself..."

but i still miss them...
all of them.
honestly.

it pains me...

one last thing....

weeks from now...
another leaving will take place...
gosh...
promise to keep in touch please.

KAMUSTA NAMAN ANG BLOG ko?!?!?!?!?!

2006-01-23T12:32:00.000+08:00

PASENSYA NA PO SA PAGKAKADELAY NG MGA UPDATES NG BUHAY-BUHAY KO DITO SA BLOG...

ANG DAMI KO GUSTO IKWENTO....
ANG DAMING ADJUSTMENTS....
HEHEHEHE....

PROMISE...
PAGKATAPOS NG PRELIMS....

HEHEHE...
MWAH!

JUST FOR THIS SEASON!!!!!!!

2005-11-25T16:37:00.000+08:00

THIS IS THE LIMITED EDITION OF MESMERIZED PARANOID...

HEHE...
FEEL KO LANG....

SAYA KASI EH
BLUE
AND
CHRISTMAS

WHO SAID WE'RE NOW OLD TO FEEL THE SEASON?
HEHEHE....

I'M 19 AND SOME ARE OLDER...
SO WHAT?!

I REALLY WISH ALL THE GOOD THINGS FOR EVERYBODY...

FOR MY CLASSMATES...
HEHE...
WE CAN DO THIS...
WE'RE DYNAMIC, RIGHT?!

FOR MY OTHER FRIENDS...
GIFTS....
FOR U AND FOR ME...
HEHE...

FOR MY FAMILY...
THANK GOD
WE'RE ALL TOGETHER EVERY CHRISTMAS...

FOR EVERYONE ELSE...
MMMMMMMWAH!
HEHEHE....

2005-11-05T23:30:00.000+08:00

galing ito kay Mary....
pinadala nya from e-mail....

A long read but worth it! = )
________________________________________
Advice for the married, planning to get married,single but not available, single and available, no love life.

Eduardo Calasanz was a student at the AteneoManila University, Philippines, where he hadFather Ferriols as professor. Father Ferriols, atthat time was the Philosophy department head.Currently he still teaches Philosophy for graduatingcollege students in Ateneo. Father Ferriols hasbeen very popular for his mind opening andenriching classes but was also notorious for thegrades he gives. Still people took his classes forthe learning and deep insight they take home withthem every day (if only they could do somethingabout the grades...)

Anyway, come grade giving time, (Ateneo hasletter grading systems, the highest being an A,lowest at D, with F for flunk), Fr. Ferriols had thislong discussion with the registrar people becausehe wanted to give Calasanz an A+. Either that orhe doesn't teach at all...Calasanz got his A+.Read the paper below to find out why.

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PARTNERS AND MARRIAGE
by Eduardo Jose E. Calasanz

I have never met a man who didn't want to beloved. But I have seldom met a man who didn't fearmarriage. Something about the closure seemsconstricting, not enabling. Marriage seems easierto understand for what it cuts out of our lives thanfor what it makes possible within our lives.

When I was younger this fear immobilized me. Idid not want to make a mistake. I saw my friendsget married for reasons of social acceptability, orsexual fever, or just because they thought it wasthe logical thing to do. Then I watched, as theyand their partners became embittered and petty intheir dealings with each other. I looked at oldercouples and saw, at best, mutual toleration ofeach other. I imagined a lifetime of loveless nightsand bickering and could not imagine subjectingmyself or someone else to such a fate.

And yet, on rare occasions, I would see oldcouples who somehow seemed to glow in eachother's presence. They seemed really in love, notjust dependent upon each other and tolerant ofeach other's foibles. It was an astounding sight,and it seemed impossible. How, I asked myself,can they have survived so many years ofsameness, so much irritation at the other's habits?What keeps love alive in them, when most of usseem unable to even stay together, much less loveeach other? The central secret seems to be inchoosing well. There is something to the claim offundamental compatibility. Good people can createa bad relationship, even though they both dearlywant the relationship to succeed. It is important tofind someone with whom you can create a goodrelationship from the outset. Unfortunately, it ishard to see clearly in the early stages.

Sexual hunger draws you to each other and colorsthe way you see yourselves together. It blinds youto the thousands of little things by whichrelationships eventually survive or fail. You need tofind a way to see beyond this initial overwhelmingsexual fascination. Some people choose to involvethemselves sexually and ride out the most heatedperiod of sexual attraction in order to see what ison the other side. This can work, but it can alsoleave a trail of wounded hearts. Others deny thesexual side altogether in an attempt to get to knoweach other apart from their sexuality. But theycannot see clearly, because the presence ofunfulfilled sexual desire looms so large that itkeeps them from having any normal perception ofwhat life would be like together. The truly luckypeople are the ones who manage to become long-time friends before they realize they are attractedto each other. They get to know each other'slaughs, passions, sadness, and fears. They seeeach other at their worst and at their best. Theyshare time together before they get swept into theentangling intimacy of their sexuality.

This is the ideal, but not often possible. If you fallunder the spell of your sexual attractionimmediately, you need to look beyond it for otherkeys to compatibility. One of these is laughter.Laughter tells you how much you will enjoy eachother's company over the long term. If yourlaughter together is good and healthy, and not atthe expense of others, then you have a healthyrelationship to the world. Laughter is the child ofsurprise. If you can make each other laugh, youcan always surprise each other. And if you canalways surprise each other, you can always keepthe world around you new. Beware of a relationshipin which there is no laughter. Even the mostintimate relationships based only on seriousnesshave a tendency to turn sour. Over time, sharing acommon serious viewpoint on the world tends toturn you against those who do not share the sameviewpoint, and your relationship can become basedon being critical together.

After laughter, look for a partner who deals with theworld in a way you respect. When two people firstget together, they tend to see their relationship asexisting only in the space between the two ofthem. They find each other endlessly fascinating,and the overwhelming power of the emotions theyare sharing obscures the outside world. As therelationship ages and grows, the outside worldbecomes important again. If your partner treatspeople or circumstances in a way you can'taccept, you will inevitably come to grief. Look atthe way she cares for others and deals with thedaily affairs of life. If that makes you love her more,your love will grow. If it does not, be careful. If youdo not respect the way you each deal with theworld around you, eventually the two of you will notrespect each other.

Look also at how your partner confronts themysteries of life. We live on the cusp of poetry andpracticality, and the real life of the heart resides inthe poetic. If one of you is deeply affected by themystery of the unseen in life and relationships,while the other is drawn only to the literal and thepractical, you must take care that the distancedoesnt become an unbridgeable gap that leavesyou each feeling isolated andmisunderstood.

There are many other keys, but you must findthem by ourself. We all have unchangeable partsof our hearts that we will not betray and privatecommitments to a vision of life that we will notdeny. If you fall in love with someone who cannotnourish those inviolable parts of you, or if youcannot nourish them in her, you will find yourselvesgrowing further apart until you live in separateworlds where you share the business of life, butnever touch each other where the heart lives anddreams. From there it is only a small leap to thecataloging of petty hurts and daily failures thatleaves so many couples bitter and unsatisfied withtheirmates.

So choose carefully and well. If you do, you willhave chosen a partner with whom you can grow,and then the real miracle of marriage can takeplace in your hearts. I pick my words carefullywhen I speak of a miracle. But I think it is not toostrong a word. There is a miracle in marriage. It iscalled transformation. Transformation is one of themost common events of nature. The seedbecomes the flower. The cocoon becomes thebutterfly. Winter becomes spring and lovebecomes a child. We never question these,because we see them around us every day. To usthey are not miracles, though if we did not knowthem they would be impossible to believe.Marriage is a transformation we choose to make.Our love is planted like a seed, and in time itbegins to flower. We cannot know the flower thatwill blossom, but we can be sure that a bloom willcome. If you have chosen carefully and wisely, thebloom will be good. If you have chosen poorly or forthe wrong reason, the bloom will be flawed. We arequite willing to accept the reality of negativetransformation in a marriage. It was negativetransformation that always had me terrified of thebitter marriages that I feared when I was younger.It never occurred to me to question the darkmiracle that transformed love into harshness andbitterness. Yet I was unable to accept thepossibility that the first heat of love could betransformed into something positive that wasactually deeper and more meaningful than the heatof fresh passion. All I could believe in was thepower of this passion and the fear that when itcooled I would be left with something lesser andbitter. But there is positive transformation as well.Like negative transformation, it results from a slowaccretion of little things. But instead of death by athousand blows, it is growth by a thousandtouches of love. Two histories intermingle. Twoseparate beings, two separate presence, twoseparate consciousnesses come together andshare a view of life that passes before them. Theyremain separate, but they also become one. Thereis an expansion of awareness, not a closure and aconstriction, as I had once feared. This is not tosay that there is not tension and there are nottraps. Tension and traps are part of every choice oflife, from celibate to monogamous to havingmultiple lovers. Each choice contains within it thelingering doubt that the road not taken somehowmore fruitful and exciting, and each becomesdulled to the richness that it alone contains. Butonly marriage allows life to deepen and expandand be leavened by the knowledge that two havechosen, against all odds, to become one. Thosewho live together without marriage can know thepleasure of shared company, but there is aspecific gravity in the marriage commitment thatdeepens that experience into something richer andmore complex.

So do not fear marriage, just as you should notrush into it for the wrong reasons. It is an act offaith and it contains within it the power oftransformation.

If you believe in your heart that you have foundsomeone with whom you are able to grow, if youhave sufficient faith that you can resist the endlessattraction of the road not taken and the partner notchosen, if you have the strength of heart toembrace the cycles and seasons that your lovewill experience, then you may be ready to seekthe miracle that marriage offers. If not, then wait.The easy grace of a marriage well made is worthyour patience. When the time comes, a thousandflowers will bloom...endlessly.

2005-10-23T21:58:00.000+08:00

they dont know how violent you can be

they dont appreciate your most modest acts

in short

they do not know you

ouch

they were the ones who brought you here

they seem to act as if they were the ones who brought you up

were they?

ouch

supposed to post this yesternight

just when they got home from somewhere far

then

just thismorning

i felt her touch my face

i felt she missed me

it bounces back to me

it is possible to love someone

whether you know the person well and all or not.

just wanna post sumthing about my........siblings....

2005-10-04T08:34:00.000+08:00

wala lang....
naaliw lang ako sa kanila this past few days....
don't know why....

cge...
game....

umpisahan natin sa sumunod sa akin...
si GLECEY. aka, "lele"

...
ay nako...
mas lady pa kumilos sa akin to....
well...
lady na naman talga siya,in fairness...
hehehe
ganda yan....
mana sa akin??
ha! lamang niya lang sa akin ay matinong ilong...
ano pa ba?
um....
pihikan sa tao itong babaeng ito....
sooobra....
di ka niya trip sorti...
trip ka niya humanda ka....
si meagan young namin yan eh...
hehehe...

ito naman ang nagiisang brother namin...
si Juan Paulo, aka "kuya"

...

sa ngayon...
kami ang dikit talga....
prehong trip...
prehong lugar...
prehong mood...
siya ang ka-share ko sa cp...
kahit hanggang ngyon...hehehe
uy, in fairness...
lahat kme...section 2 lang...
siya...section 1!
out of 18 sections and above ha!!
hmmm...
mjo lamang niya lang sa akin eh...
height? tangkad na eh...
saka...
hygienic habits....
hehehehehe....

ito naman ang buunso namin...
si Jessie Ann, aka "je-ann"

...

ay ito rin pala...
section 1!
hehehe...
sweet tong batang ito...
lamang niya sa aming lahat eh...
siya ang laging nkakasama knila mama pag lumalabas...
umm...
mjo sumusunod ito sa yapak ni lele eh...
(malas niya hindi sa akin! hehe..)
siya ang bunso na bunso umarte pero...
hindi the childish brat type ha?!
(uy, sinong guilty?)
tamang timpla lang...
enough to cheer up everybody...
enough para bilhin kahit gano kababaw na joke...
sabayan mo lang tumawa to...
masaya na buong araw mo...
hehehe...

haay...
kahit binibwisit nila ako pag pagod ako...
nabubwisit ko rin sila...
hehehe...
well. mahal ko tong mga ito...
wala lang...
gusto ko lang ipaalam...

PINOY AKO!!

2005-10-01T01:07:00.000+08:00

lahat tayo'y mayroon pagkakaiba sana man lang makikita na
ibat ibang kagustuhan ngunit iisang patutunguhan
gabay at pagmamahal ang hanap ko
pagbibigay ng halaga sa iyo
nais mong ipakilala kung sino ka man talaga?

chorus:
pinoy ikaw'y pinoy
ipakita sa mundo
kung ano ang kaya mo
ibang-iba pinoy
wag kang matatakot
ipagmalaki mo pinoy ako
pinoy tayo

ipakita mo ang tunay at kung sino ka?
mayroon masama at maganda
wala naman perpekto
basta magpakatotoo oohh...oohh..
gabay at pagmamahal ang hanap mo
pagbibigay ng halaga sa iyo
nais mong ipakilala kung sino ka man talaga?

(repeat chorus)

talagang ganyan ang buhay
dapat ka nang masanay
wala rin mangyayari
kung laging nakikibagay
ipakilala ang iyong sarili ano man sa iyo mangyayariang lagi mong iisipin
kayang kayang gawin

(repeat chorus)

very uplifting......

PANO MAGLAGAY NG PLAYER SA BLOG.....HEHEHEHEHE

2005-09-28T15:20:00.001+08:00

gumawa muna kayu ng blog.....(blogger.com)
pumili ng mgandang blogskin.....(blogskins.com)
kumuha ng media player code.....(http://musicodezone.com/front/index.php)
windows media player guide, magsearch ng gustong song....o video
pag wala, sa web na lang.
pagtugtugin ang song o vodeo na un sa WMP.
i-right click, punta sa properties.
tpos select ung location ng song o video na un.
iinsert dun sa code na nkuha dun sa music code zone.
iinsert ung code sa template ng blog.

kau na bhala mg-customize nyan, ok?

nga pala, mahirap ung OPM sa WMP guide.

gudluck!

songs to memorize.....grabe tagos sa akin...hihihi

2005-09-20T23:35:00.001+08:00

You're Beautiful

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Flying high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

This song is for dun sa taong.... haay, ni di man lang nya ako nkikita... and yes...I will not be with him....

Wake Me Up When September Ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when september ends

Like my fathers come to pass
Seven years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are as my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends

Ring out the bells again
Like we did when spring began
Wake me up when September ends

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are as my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends

Like my father's come to pass
Twenty years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends
Wake me up when September ends
Wake me up when September ends

Ito naman ay para sa akin at sa mgulo kong pagiisip.... mjo preho yata eh.. hehehe

how's me? how' re you?

2005-09-08T15:48:00.000+08:00

hello ppol....

musta?
haay....
wala lang...
i feel like reflecting about things around me again...

are they real?
or i'm just guilty?

too conscious?
nonexisting?

nafeel nyo na ba minsan ung tipong
mas okay mag-confide sa isang complete stranger
kaysa sa isang friend?

naisip ko lang....

weird ba ako?
well, asking that question would confirm that i really am... i guess....

is this false modesty?
or false consensus?

what if...
im not i am?

hmph...
i can really blame someone for this feeling, by having another controversial blind item here
but i had none...

when.

at the beginning.....

2005-08-22T14:23:00.000+08:00

We were strangers starting out on a journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are
I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope you were there to remind me
This is the start

Chorus~
And life is the road and I wanna keep going
Love is the river I wanna keep flowing
Life is the road Now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

Repeat Chorus
I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know that my dreams will live up
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart
Repeat Chorus 2X

Battle of the brainless is back (courtesy of my dad thru e-mail)

2005-08-17T22:09:00.000+08:00

Host: What "N" (narra) is the national tree of the Philippines?
Contestant: Niyog?
Host: Mas matigas pa diyan.
Contestant: (in a strong-sounding voice) NIYOG!!!
*********
Host: Saan "B" (Bagumbayan) binaril si Jose Rizal?
Contestant: Sa back?
Host: O sige, puwede rin na ang simula ay letter "L" (Luneta).
Contestant: Likod?
Host: Hindi pa rin. Para mas madali, "R.P." ang initials ng modern name nito (Rizal Park).
Contestant: Rear Part? (Susme! Likod pa rin yun!)
************
Host: Saan "B" (beach) tayo madalas pumunta pag summer upang maligo?
Contestant: Banyo?
Host: Hindi, pag pumunta ka doon, maaarawan ka.
Contestant: Bubong?
Host: Hindi, marami kang makikita duong mga babaeng naka-bikini.
Contestant: Beerhouse!
************
Host: Anong "L" (Lifeguard) ang tawag sa tao na sumasagip sa iyo Pag ikaw ay nalulunod?
Contestant: Lifebuoy?
Host: Hindi, pero kahawig nga ng pangalan ng sabon ang pangalan Ng ito.
Contestant: Safeguard?
Host: Hindi, pagsamahin mo yung dalawang sagot mo.
Contestant: Safe Buoy?
Host: Hindi siya "boy" at matipuno nga ang kaniyang katawan.
Contestant: Ah, Mr. Clean!
************
Host: Anong "S" (Salbabida) ang ginagamit na flotation device sa dagat upang hindi ka malunod?
Contestant: Sirena?
Host: Hindi! Hindi ito babae.
Contestant: Siyokoy?
Host: Hindi ito lalake.
Contestant: Siyoke?
************
Host: What "S" (Sampaguita) is the national flower of the Philippines?
Contestant: Sunflower?
Host: Hindi. Binebenta ito sa kalye.
Contestant: Stork?
Host: Hindi. Bulaklak sabi eh.
Contestant: Sitsarong bulaklak?
Host: Hindi pa rin. It ends with a letter "A".
Contestant: Sitsarong bulaklak na may suka?
Host: Oh, para madali, uulitin ko ang clues at dadagdagan ko pa! Anong pangalan ng bulaklak na nagsisimula sa "S", nagtatapos sa Letrang "A", at kapangalan ng isang sikat na singer?
Contestant: Si...Sharon Cuneta!
************
Host: Sino ang kauna-unahang Chess Grandmaster (Eugene Torre) of Asia?
Contestant: Carole KING?
Host: Hindi, mas mababa sa king.
Contestant: Al QUINN?
Host: Hindi, tagalog ang apelyido niya.
Contestant: Armida Siguion-REYNA?
Host: Hindi pa rin. Mas mababa sa reyna.
Contestant: BISHOP Bacani?
Host: Mas mababa sa bishop.
Contestant: Johnny MidNIGHT?
Host: Mas mababa sa Knight.
Contestant: Jerry PONS?
Host: Oh, ayan na, nabanggit mo na lahat ng piyesa sa Chess. Yung kahuli-hulihang piyesa na lang.
Contestant: Sylvia laTORRE!
************
Host: Sino ang national hero na naka-picture sa 500 Peso bill? Clue, may initials na N.A. (Ninoy Aquino)
Contestant: Nora Aunor?
Host: Hindi. Ang pangalan niya ay nage-end sa "Y".
Contestant: Guy Aunor?
Host: Hindi. Dati siyang Senador.
Contestant: Si Former Senator Guy Aunor?
Host: Hindi. Patay na siya.
Contestant: ANO??!! PATAY NA SI NORA AUNOR???!!!
*************
One more dagdag:
Host: What "K" (kalabaw) is the national animal of the Philippines?
Contestant: Kuto?
Host: Hinde. Clue, it tills the land.
Contestant: Kutong Lupa!

just a break from all those "depressing posts"
hehehe......

nga pala si Carla daw my blog na.....
uh......
nakalimutan ko ung url.....
sowie.....
hekz.....

enlightened... tama ba?

2005-08-03T11:56:00.000+08:00

LAST monday....
yung 4psy-3 ng college of science, university of santo tomas, ay nagkaroon ng OPEN FORUM.

um, di ko alam kung ikukuwento ko pa ba ng detalyado....
but anyways, it was okay...
i posted to tell everybody that i am proud of them...
i love these people, despite their differences, misunderstandings, failures, corny jokes, and everything.

sana nga magtuloy-tuloy na ito...
kasi...
palagay ko din naman, walang may ayaw ng ganun...

describe ko ang scenario nung nangyari ito ha....
walang ang last prof ng last subject namin na from 5:30 - 7:00 pm....
unfortunate for others, umuwi sila agad....
ang lakas ng ulan....
sobra....
tapos...
nag-brown out.

tuloy pa rin ang open forum, and i guess it was successful.
di ko sure sa iba...

nagkaintindihan sa gitna ng dilim...
hehe...
parang movie ah....

i love these people...
sa totoo lang.

thank God we existed together.

still have time to get hurt....

2005-07-23T20:58:00.000+08:00

sa dami ng mga bagay na dapat isipin...
as in...
ang dami-dami...
iba't-iba.
sa school,
sa parish,
sa mga friends,
at...sa family.

haay, hindi ko alam kung ganun na ako katagal na hindi napirmi ng bahay...
o talagang hindi lang talaga kami nagkaroon ng panahon na maging close...

"na-check mo ba ung isang sim ko kung may text?"
"hindi. hindi ko naman kinakabit. baka sabihin na pakialamero ako."

whenever i borrowed his cel, i make it a point to check his sim kung may text na importante...
hindi sa nakikiaalam ako...
i thought he trusted me enough to lend me his cel,and in return,
i'd check kung may nag-text sa sim niya...
in other words,to make sure na wala talaga siyang na-miss na text....

so, simple thing...
mababaw...

------------------------------------------

palabas na ako ng kwarto namin,
"papatayin ko na ba yung ilaw?"
"palagay mo?"
"kaya ko nga tinatanong..."

mababaw...
pero, napaluha ako...
sa totoo lang.

2005-06-27T10:32:00.000+08:00

"true enough...
one must love without expecting nothing in return,
but one will never appreciate and realize this
unless someone else would do the same."
- UST High School Guidance Office

sometimes, it hard to stay good...
to be good...
who said it was easy...
what if i simply grow tired of it?
will someone be there, physically present,
hit me in the head? hit me hard?

then i thought,
what's that thing when filled will never be full,
will simply expand and overwhelmed itself,
and then when emptied...
will never ever be able to go back
its same capacity before,
so when it comes to be filled again,
it has to be more than it was filled before?

do i have to explain
everything?
i wish someone would say no
i wish that someone to be here....

now..........

HMPH...MATATAPOS NA ANG HULING SUMMER VACATION...

2005-06-02T15:36:00.000+08:00

"huling summer vacation"
grabe...
parang kelan lang nagkukumahog akong hanapin ang CAL-2...(first day, first year)
tapos ngayon... haay, senior na ako...
wow...
"senior"...
haay, ewan ko ba...minsan, napapakamot na lang ako...

"huling summer vacation"
sana nga, huling summer vacation ko na ito sa undergrad...
nating lahat, actually...And hopefully...

And dami na naman tumatakbo sa utak ko...
Hindi ko alam kung anong uunahin...
I was supposed to talk about the swimming the EIGHT of us had in Bulacan
Cge na nga...

Simulan natin nung weekend bgo magswimming...
Di ko alam kung ilang beses tumawag si mykel sa bahay...
Pero madami yun...hehe...
Muntik pa akong hindi (na naman) makasama dahil
Mjo tulad ni pai, eh mejo nagpilit din me magpaka-athlete...hehehe...

Well, nahagilap din naman ako ni mykel
And then I knew na instead of Wednesday
It was moved to Thursday...
Instead na overnyt, whole day na lang...

Tama lang ang 4 days, actually khit 3 days lang
Para mapagaling ko ang maselang bahagi ng aking katawan...
Hehe... yung binti kong pilantod!

nag-meet kmeng LIMA(grabe, siksikan kme kna Pai...tsk!tsk!) sa uste,
left @ around 730am
arrived at San Diego Residence's gate @ around 815am
we went to COCOON, saka pa lang namin ginising si Jelo...
hehe...

"eh anong gagawin natin sa mga yan?!"
um... parang gusto ko na umuwi?

We finally cross the threshold
Ang behold...
A nice party place (in fairness... hehe)
May stage, may billiards, may sound system,
may sauna... 10-feet deep pool (don't mention the width)...
Pwede kang mag-strip sabay talon sa pool...
Pang-party talaga siya...
Hehehe...

Ang kaso, umaga... tirik na tirik ang haring araw...

Hmph...
Walang slide...
Kaya kung gusto mo ng thrill...
Kylangan mong umakyat sa bridge saka ka dun tatalon...
Di ba jelo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ang landing mo, syempre sa pool...
Sabay sisid sa billiard balls na nsa ilalim...
Na kung bakit nandun.... di naming nalaman ang dahilan...

QUESTION OF THE DAY:
Ano pwedeng maging dahilan para ang tubig sa shower ay maging amoy itlog??????????????????

Syempre, nagswimming kme...
Ay, sila pala...
Ako, patulay tulay lang sa gilid hehe...
Pa-floaters floaters lang...(ung mliliit sa styro na may tali, tpos nakapalupot sa akin yun...)
Pa-lubog lubog sa ilalim ng pool for a matter of seconds.... di ba myke?!?

Lunch, courtesy of Jelo
Beef with broccoli...at saka...NESS, listen to this...
GULAY! na may hipon, etc..etc.. chopsuey ba yun???
Kanin... kanin... courtesy of amang joel...
Napanalunan daw nila yun sa bingo...hehe...

Tpos ng lunch, billiards sila...
Baraha kme...
Sargo sila...
Lipstick kme...

Sino nga ba pinaka napahilig sa lipstick nun?
Sino? Si SD? Hehe...
My nadiscover pa kme...
Si ama, may allergy sa lipstick...
Ninang mabs...wala lang po....

Tpos, nagswimming na ulet...
Tumalon sa bridge...
Pati si ama, tumalon dahil kay Jelo...
Saying talaga, nakabanlaw na ako nun...
Discovery ng Philippine Owl...ask SD for details...
Napatuyo ng basa habang hinihintay tumalon si Jelo
Habang si Jelo hinihintay mag-gabi...

Dahil nung gabi, my dinner... hehehe...
Si Pinas, umaga pa lang, eto na talaga ang hinihintay niya...
Ang dinner sa bahay nila SD...
MASARAP! NAKAKABUSOG! THE BEST! MOUTH-WATERING! OVERWHELMING!

OA ko na ba?
Try for urself na lang...
Punta kayo sa Little Baguio, San Juan...
(mag-advertise ba?)
dun sa "wansoy"
tama ba, spelling?

At di pa dito nagtatapos...
After dinner, naglaro naman kme ng UNO...
"gusto nyo ba ng popcorn?"
"di na po, busog na po"
after some time...
"may gusto ba sa inyo ng coffee, or red wine?"
"di na po, thank you po"
(ang ghala, nrinig ang red wine, di nkatiis... "ako po red wine po")
and then nilabas nila yung popcorn saka yung red wine...
Meron pang picture taking nun...
Andun din ung katukayo si Pai, si Princess...
Ang cute talaga nung aso na yun...

FYI: now lang me nkasama sa outing with our classmates
Kahit di man lang kme lumapas ng sampu...
It was fun and enjoying...
Thanks ng maraming marami po sa mga Bulacan Boys ng 3C...

Sayang, di kayo nakasama...
Sana sa susunod... (siguro, after graduation na ang susunod...)
Makasama na lahat...
As in lahat...
As in perfect attendance...
Kahit isama mo pa yung mga dating
Sec.C na lumipat
ka-close na irreg...
Pero syempre priority ung orig na section C...

Let go of the issues na....
Ang tagal na rin nating magkakasama...
Tanggapin na lang...
Ginawan na rin ng paraan pero ganun na talaga eh...
4 years of being together and hopefully, continue counting...
may not be as blockmates...
but deeper...

SUMMER,GRADES,OJT....enjoy.....

2005-04-02T00:07:00.000+08:00

NANDITO NA ANG SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Haay, grabe na ito...ANG INIT!

This morning we got our clearance (that small paper stating whether we passed or failed any subjects...and fortunately, I passed ALL MY SUBJECTS! Thanks God!

After getting the clearance, the following people decided (um, after several "stop overs") to go malling:
Michael, Lynard, SD, Orange, Arra, Pai, Kyang, me and... Claire.

Claire? Yes, it is not just a typographical error, an apparition, or whatever...
Yes, people, she still exists...
Well, nothing new...
She is still the same Claire who was once one of the notorious Section C…
Cool and sweet...
Hehe...

We had lunch at Tokyo-Tokyo, watched "The Pacifier" (I "really enjoyed" watching it), froze our brains with DQ and Ice Monster, and then, of course, before going home, bought Go Nuts, Donuts. Nga pala, humabol pa ang 2 PLP, Lola and Diosa.

Tiring? Hmm... enjoying...
Haay, ayoko na lang isipin yung iba pang mga lakad na di me nakasama, they must have enjoying too, or more...

Guys, you rock.
Ang sarap niyo kasama...
I really enjoy you company... (obvious ba?)
Hehe... kukuha me ng mas mraming free-one-hour tickets for ice sk8ng (8 lang kse) para mkapagpalamig tayo ulet...

Nga pala, my kukwento pa ako sa inyo sa next post...
Someone is getting Gladys' attention... and once more, she is looking forward to a new love interest...
Hehe... kinikilig ako!!!!
However, pinapangunahan ko na... hindi ko masasabi kung sino...

astig...

2005-01-30T08:59:00.000+08:00

OPM altenative...

Wala lang...
Feel ko lang mag-post ng tungkol sa kanila..
Tila sila’y in na naman ngayon...
Or should I say in na naman sila SKEN ngayon..

Kaiba no?
Kapag yun ang tugtog...
Kahit wala voice over, pkiramdam ko may nagsasabi ng, "TAGOS BA?"
Hehe, sa mga "nagmememorize", you know what I mean..

Parang ginawa yung mga kanta nila, especially for you
The lyrics, the beat, the rhythms,
Haay....killing me softly...

Tunog-kalye
Iyan daw ang isa pang tawag sa kanila..
(um, dahil ba madalas sila mrinig sa kalye? Hindi kaya mas dapat yun sa mga novelty songs, na kahit ayaw mo, the more na iniwasan mo yung kanta, mas lalo mong nakakabisa?)

back to OPM alts,
tunog-kalye, in a sense na khit sa kalye pwede mo kantahin
with all your heart pa kamo!!!
Kahit sa kalye, pwede mo tugtugin..
‘Sta my gitara...at may marunong mag-gitara....
khie wala pa marunong kumanta!

Isa na lang..ASTIG!

Sa totoo lang, hindi ako kasama sa mga nagdedebate kng blingbling (hiphop) o punks (metal/alternative/rock) sila...
Naaapreciate ko naman kahit anong klase ng music, khit genre, from the nursery rhymes, game songs, ad jingles(tulad ng sa coke), pang-carolling, acoustics, classics, acapella, foreign, ethnic, novelty, umm..ano pa ba? Um, sta name it okay lang, basta music pa rin siyang maitatawag at hindi basta-basta ingay...

Isang pagpupugay po knila kitchie, rico, yael, eli, bamboo, .................................
Um....sorry di ko kilala ung iba pang vocalists eh…
Sta astig kayo lahat!

YOU'LL BE SAFE HERE

2004-12-16T13:19:00.000+08:00

Nobody knows
Just why we're here
Could it be fate
Or random circumstance
At the right place
At the right time

Two roads intertwine
And if the universe conspired
To meld our lives
To make us
Fuel and fire
Then know
Where ever you will be
So too shall i be

Close your eyes
Dry your tears
'coz when nothing seems clear
You'll be safe here
From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Weary heart
You'll be safe here

Remember how we laughed
Until we cried
At the most stupid things
Like we were so high
But love was all that we were on
We belong

And though the world would
Never understand
This unlikely union
And why it still stands
Someday we will be set free.
Pray and believe

When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

Save your eyes
From your tears
When everything's unclear
You'll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Wounded heart

When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here

When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

In my arms
Through the long cold night
Sleep tight
You'll be safe here

When no one understands
I'll believe
You'll be safe,
You'll be safe
You'll be safe here

Put your heart in my hands
You'll be safe here

untitled loneliness

2004-11-11T13:49:00.000+08:00

hmph....

malamig...
pansin niyo ba plagi akong nka-jacket lately?
i nid warmth...
physical warmth?
cguro more of the emotional warmth,,,

ktulad ng latest title ng "mirage" nten...
"ulan"

bket kaya gnun mlungkot kpag umuulan...
haay...
kelan ba mtatapos ang ulan nato?
pano kung mainip ako?
may magagawa ba ako?
ano, susugod ako?
ako pa rin ang talo... magkakasakit ako...
hmmm...sa isang band , ano naman? may mag-aalala ba?
or should i say, mag-aalala ba un taong gusto kong mag-alala o khit maalala man lang ako...

di kaya mas mabuti na lang na sumugod ako sa ulan?
o mamuti ang mata ko sa paghihintay sa muling pagsikat ng araw..
kung sisikat man siya ulet...

parang wala na akong mkita sa likod ng makapal na ulap...
paano na?

totoo bang napapagod din ang taong totoong nagmamahal?
ano na ang susunod sa taong nagmahal na tuluyan nang napagod?
Lord. send somebody to save me...
send the only person who can save me...
bring him back...
sa kanya magpapaligtas ang puso ko, afterall...
unless you want to save me without a heart...

friends...i beg you...
pray for me...
pray for him...

for now...
samahan niyo ako sa paghihintay...
o sa pagluluksa?

weeee....weeeee.....

2004-10-17T13:06:00.000+08:00

Eto naman ang ipinromise ko na details ng kwento ni arra tungkol sa adventure namin sa jeep…

G: arra…naiihi ako..
A: umihi ka dyan..
G: he! Ihian kita dyan eh!
A: yuck!
G: naalala ko 2loy ng bata ako..kapag sinasama ako nila mama na mamalengke..
Dun sa ano..dun sa may libertad?
A: um..
G: inaabot ako ng pagkaihi…kasi syempre…medyo maaga pa yun no..
A: san ka umiihi?
G: um..hehe dun sa tabi ng mga nka-park na sasakyan..
A: yuck! Wala nkakakita syo?
G: syempre, wala! nkatago nga no! saka bata pa ko nun no, malay ko ba? Ikaw ba, hindi ka nka-experience ng gnun ng bata ka? Naalala ko lang.. naiihi na kasi tlaga ako eh..

“ay alam niyo ba un anak ko rin nung bata siya umiihi din siya sa tabi ng sasakyan? sa totoo lang, un mapapangasawa niya ngayon, eh nkilala niya dun!”

A: (huh?! Sino un?!)
G: (may apparition ba? Kadiri naman?!)

“bali ganito kasi un, sinasama siya palagi ng tatay niya sa trabaho..eh tuwing umiihi etong anak ko eh may nkikita rin siyang batang lalaki na umiihi din sa kbilang kotse..”

G: (aba, ang bastos naman ng anak nito..bata pa naninilip na? Teka, ara! Ara, tumingin ka sken! Kilala mo ba yan ktabi mo? Close kayo?)
A: (eh! Ktabi ko pla ngsasalita! Tayo ba kausap nito?)

”eh yun nga, nitong lumaki na sila nang tinanong naming kung sinong nanliligaw sa kanya eh ng Makita ng ng tatay niya, nkilala agad dhil anak ng dating katrabaho! Saka lang naitanung ng anak ko kung siya daw ba ung batang lalaki na umiihi na nkikita niya noon! Hehehe! (with matching kilig!)

A: (ah, ang panghi naamn po este, ang ganda ng love story ng anak ninyo…)
G: (hmmm, nkasabay ko kaya si ranie umihi ng bata ako? Mgkakatuluyan din kaya kme kung ngkagnun nga?)

” eh yun na nga, ngayon magpapakasal na sila ngayon…”
…psensya na kayo ha..naalala ko lang kasi nrinig ko tong ksama mo, naiihi din siya ng bata siya..hehehe”

G: oh, sabi ko sa’yo ara, okay lang eh! Tignan mo nga, un anak niya umiihi din sa gilid ng sasakyan?!
A: ( mkpagtalo pa ba?)giggles…

At yun nga po ang ngyari..
Ang inyo pong lingkod, kasalukuyang siya’y naiihi..
Eh nkpgkwento na ng pang-“maalaala mo kaya” ang ale na katabi ni arra…

Oh, ano kayo? May tatalo ba sa kakaibang love story ng anak niya?
Siya nga po pala… ang naturing na ale ay hindi na nagpakilala sa inyong lingkod
Para daw sa seguridad ng kanyang anak at mgiging biyenan ;-)

update request granted

2004-10-17T13:05:00.000+08:00

Ktulad nga ng aking naipangako…
Tila ako’y ngiging isang makata?!
Anyways, eto na ang nirequest ninyong “update”…

Um, sa totoo lang po hangga’t maari ay ayoko ng magpost tungkol sa situation nmin dhil sa toto lng din po.. eh medyo improving na siya.. alam nyo na.. “baka mausog”

tila ang showbiz nman ng statements ko ngayon?! Hmph!

Related to what I posted before this,
pinagdadasal ko na lang…
sana magtuloy-tuloy ang improvement ng situation,
hanggang sa mkabalik na ito s dati…

kasi alam niyo na ..
baka kasi mausog..
hindi pa magtuloytuloy..
ipagdasal ninyo lang din kme..

sa ngayon……….
Ang malinaw..
Mahal namin ang isa’t isa…

sa wakas....

2004-10-07T16:03:00.000+08:00

sa wakas....
si ghala ay nagbalik....
tapos na ang finals..
pero hindi pa tapos ang anxiety....

ano na ang susunod?
bhala na si Lord...
wala namang ibang magagawa kundi ang magtiwala sa kanya....
kanino ka pa aasa?

sino pa nga ba ang kaisa-isang makakagawa ng paraan?
wag ng mgpka-ipokrito...aminin mo na...
rationalizing?
hindi rin...tamang pagmumuni muni lang...

haay...
hmph...
do not worry.
do not be afraid.
yan daw ang pinaka madalas na verse sa Bible..
aba, malay ko! eh ano naman?
bahala ka na nga...
ipagdadasal na lang kita...
oo na...hindi nga ako santa para mging super close sa Kanya...
oo na..hindi sure kung pkikinggan nya ang prayer ko syo...
but i'd still do pray for all of you...
it's the least but may be the best thing i can do...

ipagdasal mo na lng kya din ako?
well, kung wala ka daw pnahon para mgdasal...
hmph...
yun lng.

alam mo mahal ko kayo...
kaya ako na lang...
di na bale kung hindi kayo...

kung san na napunta itong post ko...but anyways....
yun na.

How to say Wo Ai Ni (I Love You) in 100 Languages !!!

2004-09-13T11:52:00.000+08:00

>English - I love you
>Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
>Albanian - Te dua
>Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
>Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
>Armenian - Yes kez sirumen
>Bambara - M'bi fe
>Bangla - Aamee tuma ke bhalo aashi
>Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
>Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
>Bulgarian - Obicham te
>Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
>Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a
>Catalan - T'estimo
>Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
>Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
>Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)
>Creol - Mi aime jou
>Croatian - Volim te
>Czech - Miluji te
>Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
>Dutch - Ik hou van jou
>Esperanto - Mi amas vin
>Estonian - Ma armastan sind
>Ethiopian - Afgreki'
>Faroese - Eg elski teg
>Farsi - Doset daram
>Filipi no - Mahal kita
>Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua
>French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
>Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
>Georgian - Mikvarhar
>German - Ich liebe dich
>Greek - S'agapo
>Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
>Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
>Hawaiian - Aloha wau ia oi
>Hebrew - Ani ohev otah (to female)
>Hebrew - Ani ohev et otha (to male)
>Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
>Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
>Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
>Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
>Hungarian - Szeretlek
>Icelandic - Eg elska tig
>Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
>Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
>Inuit - Negligevapse
>Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
>Italian - Ti amo
>Japanese - Aishiteru
>Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
>Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
>Kiswahili - Nakupenda
>Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
>Korean - Sarang Heyo
>Latin - Te amo
>Latvian - Es tevi miilu
>Lebanese - Bahibak
>Lithuanian - Tave myliu
>Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku ci nta padamu
>Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
>Mandarin Chinese - Wo ai ni
>Marathi - Me tula prem karto
>Mohawk - Kanbhik
>Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
>Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
>Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
>Norwegian - Jeg Elsker Deg
>Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
>Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
>Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
>Persian - Doo-set daaram
>Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
>Polish - Kocham Ciebie
>Portuguese - Eu te amo
>Romanian - Te ubesk
>Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
>Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort
>Serbian - Volim te
>Setswana - Ke a go rata
>Sign Language - ,\,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing'I Love >You')
>Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
>Sioux - Techihhila
>Slovak - Lu`bim ta
>Slovenian - Ljubim te
>Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
>Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
>Swedish - Jag alskar dig
>Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
>Tagalog - Mahal kita
>Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
>Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
>Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
>Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
>Thai - Chan rak khun (to male)
>Thai - Phom rak khun (to female)
>Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
>Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
>Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
>Vietnamese - Anh ye^u em (to female)
>Vietnamese - Em ye^u anh (to male)
>Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu
>Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh
>Yoruba - Mo ni fe

ANDITO NA SI VERON!!!!!!

2004-08-31T15:00:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION SA LAHAT NG MGA NAGBBLOG...
EHEM..EHEM..
I GOT A VERY SPECIAL ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE..
(Um, bukod sa nagiimprove na kalagayan ng love life ko
...um, mamaya na yon..)

MAY BLOG NA SI VERON!!!!
YEHEY!!
YAHOO!!
HEHEHEHE!

ADD NINYO SYA SA MGA LINX NYO...

http://schizo-vee.blogspot.com

waiting

2004-08-28T12:18:00.000+08:00

if the only way to have you
is to let you go..
id really do anything for you
if that will make you happy..
what you said you want
is distance..
what you said you need
is space...
what you said your longing
is silence

with this this distance,
i hope youll be happy
with this space,
i will never disturb you
with this silence,
i can still love you

i still own you
i 'lll be here for you
i 'll be waiting

i'm still yours
i hope you still be a friend for me
i hope you will come back...

nangungulila..ng tuluyan..

2004-08-20T10:00:00.000+08:00

i dont know kung nakarma ako or what
but for the longest time na tinago ko ito sa inyong lahat...
okay ito na..
haaaay...
break kme.
but for now lang.
i mean, parang cool off pero i guess mgiging matagal xa kaya di ko xa maicoconsoder na cool off lang
saka wala talagang kmeng communication ngayon..khet nieghbors pa kme

naicip kong karma dhil lst post ko lng, nangangaral ako sa mga "victims" ng break up pheno, tpos ako rin ngayon kasama na don...

babalik naman xa eh.
wag na kayong kumontra.
naka-helmet man ang tingin nyo sken ngyon...
wala na akong magagawa pa...

hihihtayin ko xa.
kung gaano katagal...
hindi ko alam...
mahal na mahal ko siya.

hindi naman siya nawala sa ngyon dhil hindi na nya ako mahal...
its just that....

sa classroom na lng...
o kaya tanung niyo na lng PLP...
o khit si mam v...

i STILL love you ranie. i know you STILL deserve it.

break-up phenomenon

2004-08-13T12:52:00.000+08:00

before i really start my post...
haaay salamat!!!!!!nakaraos din sa isang linggong anxiety dulot ng prelims!!!nakasurvive sa mga tests....pero sa mga results....hmmmm...another anxiety coming.....

BREAK-UP PHENOMENON:
SETTING: 3C
PARTICIPANTS: (or should i say, victims?) carla, chika, and leah
um i don't really know kung sino ang nauna sa kanila pero sunod-sunod sila....at sana wala ng sumunod....ayokong sumunod......at hindi ko hahayaang sumunod. kung bakit hindi naging successful ang nagdaang relationship ng mga ito eh..."its for me to know, and for you to find out".
gotte to be one of 3c's xempre para malamn....

haay, ang saklap naman no? bket may mga taong sadyang ganun?sadyang malas, sadyang walang paki sa nararamdaman ng mahal nila(kung talagang mahal nila, is another question), at sadyang......nanadya....
ang masasabi ko? hmph...

LESSON:
boys: cguraduhin nyong mahal nyo talaga kme bgo nyo sabihin.
alamin niyo rin saka tell us na rin kung hanggang extent(na dapat wala) ung love nyo(kung love nga yon at hindi lust)
girls: utak isama sa pagdedecide!
killalanin mabuti...ang guy at! please choose the one na-bagay sa inyo! i mean sa ugali nyo, sa mukha nyo. (sa height niyo?) at sa........tastebuds niyo!(kung bket ksama tastebuds, eh um....mdaming pwdeng meaning...hehehe)

am i being sarcastic or mayabang or what?sori kung ganun nga....im not saying this im just beacause i just want to say these eh.....i dont just know what youre going through....i also understand them....

i love you ranie.im definitely sure you deserve it

hehehehe...hehe..he....he....

2004-07-30T10:34:00.000+08:00

isang araw nakasakay sa bus ang maglola ng may biglang umakyat na limang lalaki at biglang sumigaw.....walang kikilos hold up to!!!!
LOLA: susmaryasep!!!
APO: biglang sumigaw saklolo!!!
HOLD UPPER: biglang tumalon at kumaripas ng takbo.
LOLA: ang galing-galing ng apo ko...
toluy ang biyahe ng bus, sa haba ng biyahe nakatulog na ang maglola ng bigla na namang may umakyat na armadong kalalakihan..
HOLD UPPER: walang kikilos hold up to!!!
LOLA: ginising ang apo..
APO: bigla na namang sumigaw saklolo!!!
HOLD UPPER: bigla na namang tumalon at kumaripas ng takbo... ,maya_maya dumaan ang bus sa di mataong lugar ng may biglang pumarang machong kalalakihan...walang sisigaw " RAPE" To!!!!!
LOLA: pabulong....wag ka ng sumigaw apo nakadalawa kana eh!!!
APO: yakkkkk!!!!!!

1. You say "comfort room" instead of bathroom.
2. You say "take out" instead of "to go".
3. You "open" or "close" the light.
4. You ask for "colgate" instead of "toothpaste".
5. You ask for "pentel pen" instead of jut a "pen".
6. You refer to the refrigerator as the "ref" or "pridyider"
7. You say "kodakan" instead of a take a picture.
8. You order a "McDonalds" instead of a hamburger which you pronounce "ham-beer-jer".
9. You say "Ha" instead of "What?"
10. You say "Hoy" to get someone's attention.
11. You answer when someone says "Hoy".
12. You turn around when someone says "Psst".
13. You say "Cutex" instead of nail polish.
14. You say "for a while" instead of "please hold on" on the telephone.
15. You say "Aray!" instead of ouch!.
16. You say "he" when you mean "she" or vice versa.
17. Your sneeze sounds like "ahh-ching" instead of "ahh-choo".
18. You prefer to make acronyms for phrases such as "OA" for over-acting.
19. You say "air-con" instead of "a/c" or airconditioner.
20. You pronounce the following words "Hippopo-TA-mus", "com-FOR-table". "bro-CO-li" and "Montgo-marry Ward".
21. You say "brown-out" instead of "black-out".

Chinese born during the night - Andy Lim
born blind - Kenneth Syborn
being swindled - Lino Coborn while cooking - Nilo Tohborn
as 10th child - Sam Poborn
while being courted - Lily Gawborn f
at - Bob Uyborn
cannot walk - Kent Goborn
little - Kathy Tinborn
with real estate - Lot Teborn
different - Eva Yanborn
with porridge - Lino Gawborn
looking for someone - Allen Siaborn
while counterfeiting - Faye Kingborn
during Sunday - Lyn Goborn
with malice - Mali Siaborn
with picture - Lara Huanborn
with sweets - Ken Dyborn
undefined - Sam Tingborn
while taking a bath - Lily Goborn
while buying - Bill Liborn
secretly - Tina Go
THATS ALL FOLKS !

Noypi>>>>>>>>>Gelay Version ito kya tignan nyo....nakakatuwa....

2004-07-29T14:38:00.000+08:00

Shongnan mo ikis nyoladJolyado mong hands sa jirap ng lyfGalore mong problema nagetlak mo pa mag smileNoypi nga u, taray!Wherela ka man najojoonWiz mabokotSabarilga o panyolimSa nyokas ng jilim.....

Hey, pinay akesh! Buongga akiesh loob, may ajimat ang jugo koHey, ah pinay akeh!May ajimat ang jugo ko.....

Nagisid akis ang dagatNaaround na ang earthNasa Hearty ikis pala ninyonyonap itis julo Jilang times na akis juntik matigibum

Oh, knowing ko ang secret kaya't itis pa at haybu. Oh saying nila may janting janting akis pero wiz nilaknowing na Diyos ang dahilan......

Hey, pinay akesh! Buongga akiesh loob, may ajimat ang jugo koHey, ah pinay akeh!May ajimat ang jugo ko.....

Ohh...ooohh...

Hearing mo ba ang whisper ng lola mo? Shouting mo sister, ang nota natin......

Hey, pinay akesh! Buongga akiesh loob, may ajimat ang jugo koHey, ah pinay akeh!May ajimat ang jugo ko.....

Ahh...aaahh...

wasted...

2004-07-29T14:32:00.000+08:00

hmph...di pa ko nakakapasok ng main building parang buong araw na akong nagkakalase...bad trip!
bakit kaya ganun? ilang beses na akong nadala ng cramming pero...eto pa rin....di pa rin nadala...labo no?
sabaw na yung utak ko....ang hirap gumawa ng experimental research report...hmph...dun nga pala sa mga nagiintay na ipost ko yung fart shots....sori ipanalangin niyong buhay pa ko hanggang mamaya para makapag report sa lit class natin...going back to fart shot...sana isang utot lang may report na tayo....hmph....
hmph....
hmph....
hmph....
wala na akong maisip na itype....
tapos nito...hindi pa talaga tapos...may susunod pa...
hmph...

hmph...

nangungulila

2004-07-24T04:30:00.000+08:00

alam nyo..miss ko na yung mahal ko...alam nyo ba yung experience na...you try to keep him out of your mind by being busy sa sangkatutak na reports natin,khit sndali lang pero...unfortunately, ayun siya sumisingit at nagkakasya sa isipan mo...mahal na mahal ko siya...mushy na kung mushy pero....gnun eh...haayy....mis ko na siya..miss ko na siya...gusto niyo malaman kung gaano?madalas akong umiiyak at humahagulgol kapag gabi..alam niyo un..khit malaman ko lang na nasa bahay na nila siya...ok na...text message lang naman ang hiningi ko eh..eto pa matindi...pigil na pigil pa ang iyak ko dahil katabi ko yung kapatid ko...pati yung katulong namin nasa same room din...ano na lang ang sasabihin nila sa kanya kpg nalaman nila na pinaiiyak niya ako halos tuwing gabi...ang hirap...di ka makahinga...di ka makasinga..ni hindi ka makahikbi...
bumitaw? never! ano ko tanga? papatayin ko lang sarili ko kapag hinayaan ko siyang mawala sakin...
di ko alam but more less...sasabihin niyo tanga na ako...sori...mali kayo...whatever you say..you'll never understand unless you yourself would experience this...palagay ko konti lng sa mundo nag mapapalad...

neophyte.......

2004-07-14T15:54:00.000+08:00

helooooo! ayan! my blog na ako! yehey! turuan nyo ako dito classmates ha....mwah!

mesmerizedparanoid

Well... I did too

World Youth Day - Theme Song

What does I being chocoholic mean?

Ghala-ology

over mulling mulling over

Getting Into YES... Coffee May Make Us Say 'Yes': Research

_+= da da dum da dum dum =+_

UST netters blank Ateneo; La Salle scores

UAAP TITLE RUNS - UP softbelles, UST netters in big sweeps

dreaming...

Yeah!

Am soooooooooo Proud of you....

~

Watch out for this ladies....

Early Look Back from a Not So Distant Past...

New Home....

Stolen.........Dashboard Confessional

Ghala Update

Accents anyone?

are u telling me, it's a great way to start the new year with goodbyes?!?!

IBAW

what people say about me....oh well....

Arena

Blind Spot

Façade

Unknown

All Percentages

I AM NOT GIVING AN EXCUSE! I AM EXPLAINING!

aldinrirpaam

CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF BLOGTHINGS!!!!!!!!

Being Twenty-Something

PUROK SAN ROQUE, BRGY. SUM-AG BACOLOD CITY, NEGROS OCCIDENTAL...

cups...

hehe..Ghala as they define me

Semana Santa 2006

_-=Next Chapter=-_

from jaycee..

-*-betrayal-*-

at 10:18pm... i left Parkwood

KAMUSTA NAMAN ANG BLOG ko?!?!?!?!?!

JUST FOR THIS SEASON!!!!!!!

just wanna post sumthing about my........siblings....

PINOY AKO!!

PANO MAGLAGAY NG PLAYER SA BLOG.....HEHEHEHEHE

songs to memorize.....grabe tagos sa akin...hihihi

how's me? how' re you?

at the beginning.....

Battle of the brainless is back (courtesy of my dad thru e-mail)

enlightened... tama ba?

still have time to get hurt....

HMPH...MATATAPOS NA ANG HULING SUMMER VACATION...

SUMMER,GRADES,OJT....enjoy.....

astig...

YOU'LL BE SAFE HERE

untitled loneliness

weeee....weeeee.....

update request granted

sa wakas....

How to say Wo Ai Ni (I Love You) in 100 Languages !!!

ANDITO NA SI VERON!!!!!!

waiting

nangungulila..ng tuluyan..

break-up phenomenon

hehehehe...hehe..he....he....

Noypi>>>>>>>>>Gelay Version ito kya tignan nyo....nakakatuwa....

wasted...

nangungulila

neophyte.......

--betrayal--